Sunday, July 31, 2011
i want to scream out
and tell the world
how i feel about you
but i cant
nothing is forever, remembered that at 12:41 AM.
Friday, July 29, 2011
i cant sleep.. i just cant seem to fall asleep..
i feel like i havent slept for like forever.. feverish now.. im so tired
i cant explain this feeling that im feeling
nothing is forever, remembered that at 12:57 AM.
Thursday, July 28, 2011
where are you
i cant stop thinking of you
:(
i cant stop thinking of you
:(
nothing is forever, remembered that at 2:35 AM.
i dont know how im feeling now.
i dont know how am i suppose to be feeling now.
i need someone/something to take this rollercoaster out of my head.
cos its just messing me up.
i dont know how am i suppose to be feeling now.
i need someone/something to take this rollercoaster out of my head.
cos its just messing me up.
nothing is forever, remembered that at 1:56 AM.
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
im loving how im getting my life back on track..
starting my internship next week...
trying to make full use of this whole entire week..
WORK HARD
PLAY HARD :)
you make me smile like nobody can
nothing is forever, remembered that at 3:51 AM.
VS FINALLY CAME!
met up with xinlin and gang last night..had to discuss ideas for the shoot.. finally met V. after so long... shes nothing like i imagined her to be! haha.. xinlin, joyce, rongan,li mei, v, and i were at starbucks.. at about 11plus we split..
xinlin, v and i headed to macs at kap.. i dropped by vj's place before tt to get mexican chili con carne! awesome foodstuff:)
anyways... we continued to brainstorm for ideas and props and visualise what we want our pictures ti turn out... im glad that V and i clicked.... like almost immediately..
and she.. really reminds me of someone... nemo.. not looks...
but character..
we didnt take photos but i this for JING. if ure reading this, yes, this is for you.. :)
V has like i dont know how many 'sketches' on herself..
i personally like "gradually.. then suddenly" in typewritter front best.. the font is so awesome that its tempting me :/
V and i have a bet.
I have to make my bed every morning
and
SHE has to cut 2 sticks a day...
AWESOME DEAL RIGHT?
V, you're so gonna regret this! hahahaha~
Friday, July 22, 2011
gonna be a quick one :)
VS FINALLY CAME! 
met up with xinlin and gang last night..had to discuss ideas for the shoot.. finally met V. after so long... shes nothing like i imagined her to be! haha.. xinlin, joyce, rongan,li mei, v, and i were at starbucks.. at about 11plus we split.. xinlin, v and i headed to macs at kap.. i dropped by vj's place before tt to get mexican chili con carne! awesome foodstuff:)
anyways... we continued to brainstorm for ideas and props and visualise what we want our pictures ti turn out... im glad that V and i clicked.... like almost immediately..
and she.. really reminds me of someone... nemo.. not looks...
but character..
we didnt take photos but i this for JING. if ure reading this, yes, this is for you.. :)
V has like i dont know how many 'sketches' on herself..
i personally like "gradually.. then suddenly" in typewritter front best.. the font is so awesome that its tempting me :/
V and i have a bet.I have to make my bed every morning
and
SHE has to cut 2 sticks a day...
AWESOME DEAL RIGHT?
V, you're so gonna regret this! hahahaha~
WHAT THE HELL WHERE YOU THINKING, V?!!
nothing is forever, remembered that at 10:39 PM.
Sunday, July 17, 2011
actually i dont really know wad to say..
so.. this post will be kinda like random..
or say.. lost or confused..
though youre not here with me now,
but somehow, i feel like you never left...
my mind keeps telling myself that i dont miss you..
but deep down, maybe the heart, says i miss you, alot..
but im jus avoiding it..
there are times when i proudly tell myself.
hey, actually i dont miss you that much.. not as much i thought i would..
but is that the truth?
honestly... i dont know..
thanks to technology, we still get to talk...
just that i cant see you or feel your presence..
i really want to know where is this leading me..
i really hope this confusion will end soon..
not only with you.. but to school and what not..
where will i be in 10months? when i graduate...
im worried.
and that is becos,
you make me want to stay
so.. this post will be kinda like random..
or say.. lost or confused..
though youre not here with me now,
but somehow, i feel like you never left...
my mind keeps telling myself that i dont miss you..
but deep down, maybe the heart, says i miss you, alot..
but im jus avoiding it..
there are times when i proudly tell myself.
hey, actually i dont miss you that much.. not as much i thought i would..
but is that the truth?
honestly... i dont know..
thanks to technology, we still get to talk...
just that i cant see you or feel your presence..
i really want to know where is this leading me..
i really hope this confusion will end soon..
not only with you.. but to school and what not..
where will i be in 10months? when i graduate...
im worried.
and that is becos,
you make me want to stay
nothing is forever, remembered that at 10:53 PM.
Tonkatsu and Nasu Dengaku with Baby Lettuce and Japanese Sesame Dressing and Pickles :)
Chocolate Souffle! a pity that we couldnt finish all of 'em :(
dinner with joey
timbre before departure
last minute. crashed VJ's homemade dinner at her place.
everything was made by her. even the tartar sauce made from scratch!
my LEGO lunchbox
VJ filled it with my favourite :) now im stocked up :)
been shopping online... i cant believe that school is jus so darn boring...
anyways... A . McQueen bracelet im eyeing!
got a soft spot for leather bracelets :/
another one! i hope VJ can get it for me when she leaves for LA tomorrow!
Hermes belt. love the modern look of it..
and im still waiting for my big package of VS lingerie to reachhh...
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[10.01.91]
[TP DESIGN]
[APPAREL DESIGN]
[TP DANCE ENSEMBLE]
"PERFECTION IS LIKE THE GRAPHIC OF HUMAN MISERY;
A SAD DISCOVERY WHERE THE MIND BREAKS DOWN TO THE VERY CORE"
DANCE VIDEOS!!!
♥♥THE BIG GROOVE 2009
♥球球老师MASTER CLASS!♥
*INTRODUCTION DANCE
*COOL MINT
*FREAKY KLOWNZ
*NRA
*LOCAL CREW
*WCO.1
*WCO.2
*O CREW.1
*O CREW.2
*O CREW.3
*O CREW.4
*O CREW.5
*O CREW.6
♥♥MUSIC FOREST
IN-HOUSE CONCERT
*OPENING DANCE!
*MV DANCE!
*POISON V!
*CHAIR DANCE!
*MIXED MVs!
*CHAIR DANCE!!(FRONT)
*CHAIR DANCE!(BACK)
♥♥OTHER DANCE VIDEOS
*HIPHOP INTERMEDIATE!
*HIP HOP AUDITION!
*DANCEWORKS-REHEARSAL!
*DANCEWORKS 'PULCHRITUDE!'
*RYAN CONFERIDO WITH US!
♥♥FRIENDS
*BABY CALEB!
*BREN!
*BRENDAN!
*SHERM!
*CHERRE!
*4/4 '08
*SAM!!
*CAIYU!
*JING!
*TIA!
♥*JOEY
♥*JOEY CHENG
♥*NEMO
♥♥小珂老师!♥♥
♥♥小珂老师!!♥♥
♥♥雪糕老师!♥♥
♥♥球球老师!!♥♥
♥♥比利 the dope♥♥
♥♥FREAKY KLOWNZ!!♥♥
♥♥JABBAWOCKEEZ!!♥♥
♥♥OTHERS♥♥
♥*TP DANCE ENSEMBLE♥
*♥MUSIC FOREST!
♥*OMA!
*STREEThing!
♥CANDY PULP!!!
♥SWEET WRAPPERS!
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CURRENT SONG OBSESSION:
#1-SEPTEMBER BY DAUGHTRY
"Now it all seems so clear, there's nothing left to fear
So we made our way by finding what was real
Now the days are so long that summer's moving on
We reach for something that's already gone"
#2-BROKEN BY SEZAIRI
"You took our pictures down,
And you left them on the ground
Its like you wiped all the memories,
Of what we used to be...
You and me, before it all crashed down."
9 most painful things in life
#1 Bringing back the feelings you've learnt to forget
#2 Reminiscing the good times
#3 Trying to hide what you really feel
#4 Loving someone who loves another
#5 Having a commitment with someone that you know wouldn't last
#6 Shielding your heart to love somebody
#7 Loving the person too much
#8 Right love at the wrong moment
#9 Taking the risk to fall in love again
if you only knew
SEXY IS GOOD,
BUT SEX IS BETTER :)
ITS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH
Thursday, July 07, 2011
picture updates!
this pole trick is called venus! love it
loving the new house at novena...
private jungle spa! jacuzzi
went to VJ's house the other day.. made dinner and desert
this pole trick is called venus! love it
loving the new house at novena...
private jungle spa! jacuzzi 
went to VJ's house the other day.. made dinner and desert 
Tonkatsu and Nasu Dengaku with Baby Lettuce and Japanese Sesame Dressing and Pickles :) 
Chocolate Souffle! a pity that we couldnt finish all of 'em :( 
dinner with joey 
timbre before departure 
last minute. crashed VJ's homemade dinner at her place.everything was made by her. even the tartar sauce made from scratch!
my LEGO lunchbox 
VJ filled it with my favourite :) now im stocked up :)
been shopping online... i cant believe that school is jus so darn boring...anyways... A . McQueen bracelet im eyeing!
got a soft spot for leather bracelets :/ 
another one! i hope VJ can get it for me when she leaves for LA tomorrow! 
Hermes belt. love the modern look of it..and im still waiting for my big package of VS lingerie to reachhh...
nothing is forever, remembered that at 12:47 AM.
BITCH
[CRYSTAL]
[10.01.91]
[TP DESIGN]
[APPAREL DESIGN]
[TP DANCE ENSEMBLE]
PERFECTION
"PERFECTION IS LIKE THE GRAPHIC OF HUMAN MISERY;
A SAD DISCOVERY WHERE THE MIND BREAKS DOWN TO THE VERY CORE"
ESCAPE
DANCE VIDEOS!!!
♥♥THE BIG GROOVE 2009
♥球球老师MASTER CLASS!♥
*INTRODUCTION DANCE
*COOL MINT
*FREAKY KLOWNZ
*NRA
*LOCAL CREW
*WCO.1
*WCO.2
*O CREW.1
*O CREW.2
*O CREW.3
*O CREW.4
*O CREW.5
*O CREW.6
♥♥MUSIC FOREST
IN-HOUSE CONCERT
*OPENING DANCE!
*MV DANCE!
*POISON V!
*CHAIR DANCE!
*MIXED MVs!
*CHAIR DANCE!!(FRONT)
*CHAIR DANCE!(BACK)
♥♥OTHER DANCE VIDEOS
*HIPHOP INTERMEDIATE!
*HIP HOP AUDITION!
*DANCEWORKS-REHEARSAL!
*DANCEWORKS 'PULCHRITUDE!'
*RYAN CONFERIDO WITH US!
♥♥FRIENDS
*BABY CALEB!
*BREN!
*BRENDAN!
*SHERM!
*CHERRE!
*4/4 '08
*SAM!!
*CAIYU!
*JING!
*TIA!
♥*JOEY
♥*JOEY CHENG
♥*NEMO
♥♥小珂老师!♥♥
♥♥小珂老师!!♥♥
♥♥雪糕老师!♥♥
♥♥球球老师!!♥♥
♥♥比利 the dope♥♥
♥♥FREAKY KLOWNZ!!♥♥
♥♥JABBAWOCKEEZ!!♥♥
♥♥OTHERS♥♥
♥*TP DANCE ENSEMBLE♥
*♥MUSIC FOREST!
♥*OMA!
*STREEThing!
♥CANDY PULP!!!
♥SWEET WRAPPERS!
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LYRICS
CURRENT SONG OBSESSION:
#1-SEPTEMBER BY DAUGHTRY
"Now it all seems so clear, there's nothing left to fear
So we made our way by finding what was real
Now the days are so long that summer's moving on
We reach for something that's already gone"
#2-BROKEN BY SEZAIRI
"You took our pictures down,
And you left them on the ground
Its like you wiped all the memories,
Of what we used to be...
You and me, before it all crashed down."
THE TRUTH
9 most painful things in life
#1 Bringing back the feelings you've learnt to forget
#2 Reminiscing the good times
#3 Trying to hide what you really feel
#4 Loving someone who loves another
#5 Having a commitment with someone that you know wouldn't last
#6 Shielding your heart to love somebody
#7 Loving the person too much
#8 Right love at the wrong moment
#9 Taking the risk to fall in love again
if you only knew
QUOTE
SEXY IS GOOD,
BUT SEX IS BETTER :)
ITS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH