THE BITCH IS BACK
Sunday, December 28, 2008

life can really effing sucks sometimes

i wanna run straight into the wall so at least i can sleep on the hospital bed and not on the floor


nothing is forever, remembered that at 11:56 PM.

Friday, December 26, 2008
happy christmas and boxing day people!
this year's christmas was awesome.... spending with family and loved ones is jus so awesome!
tt day went to fullerton with louis, brendan, tin for the prom shoot... yups... with my grad night dress and of cos with my styling.... :) brenden took few shots of louis and i too!
my cousins came back from england and aussie this year for christmas!! did super a lot of shopping... tmr will be having cousins lunch at ministry of food!!! more pics will be up! there are some pics with my cousins so will only post em' when i get it k? :)
cheers!
fullerton!
hahaha.. we were like playing the entire time! oops! :/








christmas eve! snacks!

christmas day dinner with mummy's side
dont u guys just love love LOVE christmas!
preeettyyy
anna sui nail polish set!
elizabeth arden perfumes!! love the bottles!
CHRISTMAS IS INDEED THE FESTIVE SEASON OF GIVING!
BOXING DAY OUT!
left the house early... with my 2 cousins... to supercut at cine where we met louis...
yups... then split after the hair cut.... louis and i caught lunch at hong kong cafe and then watched bedtime stories before heading down to vivo to buy my favourite vinegar chips! and finally we had dinner at plaza sing :)

i love my blue contacts


my bob!!!! i quite like this pic although my hair was in a mess!
hahaha


nothing is forever, remembered that at 11:46 PM.

Thursday, December 18, 2008
done lotsa shopping this week...
bought many dresses... shoes.. heels...
excuses for christmas parties, my birthday and chinese new year.....
haha... broke too... i bought 4 pairs of heels in bout 3days... and i really dont know how much i spent on clothes.... yupss...
sigh...
birthday coming... but im broke... wad 18th birthday party mann..
sucks...
MASQUERADE is wad i hope my birthday party theme would be....
oh well.... $$$$ plays a huge part!
bday falls on the saturday... LETS GO CLUBBING PEOPLE!!!!
christmas deco i did for the shop display :)

curtains tt cost bout $1000 +/-
my day curtain
CLICK!
fresh roses i bought back to dry :)

dinner we made when there were only the two of us at home :)
pasta
the next days breakfast :) sweet... we made the meals together :)
kc boy came into my room when i was using the laptop....
so i took a pic of him
this is him..... 2 mins later
christmas tree!
this is one of the shopping trip a few days ago
i bought this pair of high cuts yesterday... love it!!!!!
my aunty and cousin came back from australia for a short holiday... so ive been spending quite abit of time talking to my cousin and all... shes one year older than me... we went on a shopping trip at bugis yesterday... yupps.... louis came over in the morning to play with kc... then mummy cooked lunch for us before we head out to novena for drums... then met my cous to go down to bugis... shopping was awesome...! we walked the entire bugis! louis couldnt take it.. hahaha... she waved the white flag at us :) yups... cousins... it runs in the blood... after... we met my other little cousin for dinner at nydc... continue to shop around after tt... we all took train... louis headed home... but 3 of us headed to newton foodcenter cos my aussie cous was craving for satay... SUPPER WAS AWESOME!! i finally know how to walk there from the mrt.. thinking tt louis and i took cab the other time.. yups... and... cos 3 of us are staying in the same house, the little one's mom, which is my aunty came to pick us up since we're so near home...
my room aint done up yet... so im still sleeping on the floor :(
oh yesh... and i seem to hav lost weight recently :/ oops


nothing is forever, remembered that at 9:55 PM.

Sunday, December 14, 2008
twilight was awesome....
these few days were awesome too....
crazy shopping... as in seriously mann....
i bought 3pairs of footwear in 2 days... one pair of heels, 2 pairs of casual :)
bought clothes too! BEBE is the best! bought a dress and a top there which cos me almost $260!
yeah! i really dont know how much i spent these few days...
and i bought 2 new wallets from tough the jeans shop... spent another 3digits there :/
bought levis lady jeans for another $140.... summer dress... cosmetics....
GOSH!
I NEEDA STOP STOP STOP SHOPPING!!!!!

nothing is forever, remembered that at 1:45 AM.

Monday, December 08, 2008
安静了
只剩下鋼琴陪我站在這裡
夢想中屬於我們的婚禮
卻成了 單人結婚進行曲
在這場愛情角力的拔河裡
愛我還是愛你 你選擇了自己

撒嬌的 可愛的 黏人的 愛哭的 照片裡 曾經的都是你喜歡的
如今我還在原地 你卻走回你的記憶

你說我愛你太多 就快要把你淹沒
你害怕幸福短暫一秒就崩落
分開是一種解脫 讓你好好的想過
我想要的那片天空 你是不是能夠給我

你說我給你太多 卻不能給我什麼
分不清激情 承諾 永恆或迷惑
愛情是一道傷口 我們各自苦痛
沉默是我最後溫柔 是因為我太愛你

只剩下鋼琴陪我站在這裡
夢想中屬於我們的婚禮 安靜了 在我枕邊的夢裡
我知道相愛原本就不容易
愛不是1加1 努力就有結局

撒嬌的 可愛的 黏人的 愛哭的 照片裡 曾經的都是你喜歡的
臉頰的淚還溫熱 卻沒有人握我的手
你說我愛你太多 就快要把你淹沒
你害怕幸福短暫一秒就崩落
分開是一種解脫 讓你好好的想過
我想要的那片天空 你是不是能夠給我

你說我給你太多 卻不能給我什麼
分不清激情 承諾 永恆或迷惑
愛情是一道傷口 我們各自苦痛
沉默是我最後溫柔 是因為我太愛你

nothing is forever, remembered that at 12:53 PM.

Friday, December 05, 2008
alright
im sick... and it sucks... ive been sneezing and carrying the box of tissue everywhere i go.... actually i was in bed practically the entire time... with the aircon turned on...
anyway.... this post is for someone special.... someone who is feeling insecure, down, annoyed and all....
i want to be there for you... be with you by ur side during both good and bad times...
things will get better.... even we can predict wad life will be like in the future, nothing can change our hearts and mind...
hey you! yeah you! you know who you are.....
remember.......
no matter how tough... in health, money, time constrain, anything.....
i will be here
it is not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves
-william shakespeare

nothing is forever, remembered that at 7:11 PM.

Thursday, December 04, 2008
im falling sick! :(
and... moving house can really sucks sometimes especially when i have sooo many things to pack!
anyway... yeah... parents and bro supposed to start staying over at the new place on monday... but got delayed... and louis was planning to spend the night with me at my old place while they move over.. but... last min they say wanna stay one more night at my old place... so.... louis still had the courage to stay over even though everyone was around :) how brave! hahaha....
then... tues... they moved over..... and also my first night alone at home with nothing at home cos everything was over except my stuff! pretty freaky actually but i made it thru.... :)
last night... she came over to stay over again :) we were planning to cook dinner and all but! my parents last min wanted to come back to get some stuff... so we had to wait at the swimming pool with our bag of stuffs! and cooked dinner at bout 11ish?! will post pics soon :)
as for tonight.... im not sure... i went to the checkpoint with her this afternoon after having our breakfast which we made :) yupps... came home after getting caught in the rather heavy rain... watched dvds..... and home she went after fixing a quick dinner at home :)
sweet :)

nothing is forever, remembered that at 9:05 PM.

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LYRICS

CURRENT SONG OBSESSION:
#1-SEPTEMBER BY DAUGHTRY

"Now it all seems so clear, there's nothing left to fear
So we made our way by finding what was real
Now the days are so long that summer's moving on
We reach for something that's already gone"


#2-BROKEN BY SEZAIRI

"You took our pictures down,
And you left them on the ground
Its like you wiped all the memories,
Of what we used to be...
You and me, before it all crashed down."


THE TRUTH

9 most painful things in life


#1 Bringing back the feelings you've learnt to forget

#2 Reminiscing the good times

#3 Trying to hide what you really feel

#4 Loving someone who loves another

#5 Having a commitment with someone that you know wouldn't last

#6 Shielding your heart to love somebody

#7 Loving the person too much

#8 Right love at the wrong moment

#9 Taking the risk to fall in love again


if you only knew

QUOTE

SEXY IS GOOD,
BUT SEX IS BETTER :)

ITS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH