THE BITCH IS BACK
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
SERIOUSLY?

typed a message
starred at it
wondered if its appropriate to send it
but it went into drafts instead.

nothing is appropriate anymore

i cant sleep
surviving with the lack of rest doesnt matter
its coming back again

nothing really matters anymore

not like anything ever mattered
i really wonder when can i stop popping pills

bags and bags of pills, one after another.
im sick of this
i want to thank you. sweet.
for proving me once again.
that promises are meant to be broken.
i will never believe/trust/.... promises ever again
i dont want to be stuck here
never. even if my body is, my soul isnt

soya bean milk has become my new bff
(only a handfull will understand what that means)

im worried about you

nothing is forever, remembered that at 12:33 PM.

you stole the show
cos i couldnt take my eyes off you

nothing is forever, remembered that at 12:12 AM.

Monday, August 30, 2010
just random
J miss sneaking out at wee hours
J miss late night supper at macs
J miss desert at island creamery
J miss lunch at ikea every other week
J miss having yogurt every other day
J miss cakes and red ruby

Of all,
J misses breaking nachos into pieces in the movies


-佳佳

nothing is forever, remembered that at 3:34 AM.

Sunday, August 29, 2010
i dont wanna go back to school...
yes i like the part where im so busy....
but not the fact tt i have to wake up so damn early...
my favourite salmon belly sushi
my favourite creation

SKINNY PIZZA












Shangri-la treat
you will love it there..







marina bay sands














ramen for dinner


C 18 J
did my nails yesterday while watching tv

was told off by the mother that i shouldnt waste time doing
stupid things (dance) (actually she doesnt know that i pole dance)
nope, this isnt gg to stop me, yes, i will pay for sessions myself...
with my own ability...
im gonna get a job...
this time, im for real


nothing is forever, remembered that at 10:35 PM.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010
fuck
im in no mood to go for pole later...
all thanks to you..
i dont even know why the fuck you still have
that tiny shit ability to influence me
and ruin me further..
you are nobody to me..
you only care about yourself and nobody else..
it took me quite long
but i finally understood that..
i gave you my all, countless chances, but you took it all for granted...
its all about you... and how you can benefit in everything...
you never cared about anyone's feelings nor reflect on ur actions...
oh i forgot
m will only care abt m.
marina bay sands hotel tomorrow

this is wad i call holiday! JACUZZI IN THE TOILET




















nothing is forever, remembered that at 5:37 PM.

BITCH

[CRYSTAL]
[10.01.91]
[TP DESIGN]
[APPAREL DESIGN]
[TP DANCE ENSEMBLE]

PERFECTION

"PERFECTION IS LIKE THE GRAPHIC OF HUMAN MISERY;
A SAD DISCOVERY WHERE THE MIND BREAKS DOWN TO THE VERY CORE"

ESCAPE

DANCE VIDEOS!!!
♥♥THE BIG GROOVE 2009
♥球球老师MASTER CLASS!♥
*INTRODUCTION DANCE
*COOL MINT
*FREAKY KLOWNZ
*NRA
*LOCAL CREW
*WCO.1
*WCO.2
*O CREW.1
*O CREW.2
*O CREW.3
*O CREW.4
*O CREW.5
*O CREW.6

♥♥MUSIC FOREST
IN-HOUSE CONCERT

*OPENING DANCE!
*MV DANCE!
*POISON V!
*CHAIR DANCE!
*MIXED MVs!
*CHAIR DANCE!!(FRONT)
*CHAIR DANCE!(BACK)

♥♥OTHER DANCE VIDEOS
*HIPHOP INTERMEDIATE!
*HIP HOP AUDITION!
*DANCEWORKS-REHEARSAL!
*DANCEWORKS 'PULCHRITUDE!'
*RYAN CONFERIDO WITH US!

♥♥FRIENDS
*BABY CALEB!
*BREN!
*BRENDAN!
*SHERM!
*CHERRE!
*4/4 '08
*SAM!!
*CAIYU!
*JING!
*TIA!
♥*JOEY
♥*JOEY CHENG
♥*NEMO
♥♥小珂老师!♥♥
♥♥小珂老师!!♥♥
♥♥雪糕老师!♥♥
♥♥球球老师!!♥♥
♥♥比利 the dope♥♥
♥♥FREAKY KLOWNZ!!♥♥
♥♥JABBAWOCKEEZ!!♥♥

♥♥OTHERS♥♥
♥*TP DANCE ENSEMBLE♥
*♥MUSIC FOREST!
♥*OMA!
*STREEThing!
♥CANDY PULP!!!
♥SWEET WRAPPERS!

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LYRICS

CURRENT SONG OBSESSION:
#1-SEPTEMBER BY DAUGHTRY

"Now it all seems so clear, there's nothing left to fear
So we made our way by finding what was real
Now the days are so long that summer's moving on
We reach for something that's already gone"


#2-BROKEN BY SEZAIRI

"You took our pictures down,
And you left them on the ground
Its like you wiped all the memories,
Of what we used to be...
You and me, before it all crashed down."


THE TRUTH

9 most painful things in life


#1 Bringing back the feelings you've learnt to forget

#2 Reminiscing the good times

#3 Trying to hide what you really feel

#4 Loving someone who loves another

#5 Having a commitment with someone that you know wouldn't last

#6 Shielding your heart to love somebody

#7 Loving the person too much

#8 Right love at the wrong moment

#9 Taking the risk to fall in love again


if you only knew

QUOTE

SEXY IS GOOD,
BUT SEX IS BETTER :)

ITS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH