THE BITCH IS BACK
Thursday, October 30, 2008
BIRTHDAY PICTURES!
special thanks to jing for helping me with the surprise :)
let the pics do the talking :)


her ear :)
tryin to get her to her surprise... im ooh so slim!!
wish wish wish upon a star!
blow blow blow down your house



we had some special guest :)




look at the knife.... hahaha... she's so cute

my special cool cam... love it people...
this camera is only for the two of us :)





alright gtg... company dinner soon! gonna go change... bio paper tmr!


nothing is forever, remembered that at 5:39 PM.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008
today is a special day...
its dear's birthday ;)
wasnt able to celebrate celebrate with her but ya
hope she enjoyed herself today :)
anyway...
im running a fever now...
cos of the stupid heavy rain yesterday...
yeah... caught in the rain while getting her cake..
anyway...
pray tt i'll be fine... please....
i have a 3 hour paper tmr morning at 8AM!
and i wont sleep anytime soon cos im busy rushing out my art prep for tmr...
god bless me mann
p.s. will post the pics maybe over the weekend..

nothing is forever, remembered that at 9:31 PM.

Monday, October 27, 2008
alright
im taking 5 from all the art...
im damn screwd... cos tmr's history paper and i havent started!
oh crap man!
yeah... my art paper is on wednesday MORNING!
so......... i gotta chiong everything hopefully by today!
cos its beloved's bday on tues! die die die!!!!
i need more time...... dang.... shouldnt have slacked so much during the weekend...
yesterday had some gathering thang at my place... was at the swimming pool doing art when i got multiple yeah i mean MULTIPLE mosquito bites! damn! ive got sweet blood...
yeah... so when we came back up from dinner... people started playing majong... uh?????
yeah... the atmosphere felt as though it was chinese new year man.... wad??? i mean... its a little too early dont you guys think? (a little is an under-statement)
yeah... and the fact tt im in the mids of my exams doesnt exactly help...
oh well... slept at bout 2am and woke up at 9 when i was supposed to be awake by 8.30!
yeah... she gave me many morning calls and i still couldnt wake up!
can you just believe it?? i think i slept as though i was like dead or smth...
anyway...
lunch now.... tom yam instant noodles....
i need time to stop!!!!!
p.s. my little boy, kelvin will be swimming in the world cup.... pray for good results dearies!
all the best :) sorry i cant go watch ya cos of exams....

nothing is forever, remembered that at 12:49 PM.

Saturday, October 25, 2008
i hate to see you walk away
i hate to walk away myself
but i hate it the most when
i turn around and realise that you didnt come after me

nothing is forever, remembered that at 8:55 PM.

alrights... im back
gosh....
i must say it was a really tiring week! and so will this coming week be...
papers everyday.... occasionally 2 papers a day... wth?
yeah... anyway... ive been quite good... mugging.. stressing out... balancing things well... (i hope)
well.... i love gg to the movies!
i caught butterfly lovers, eagle eye, painted skin, house bunny already...
just thinking if i should watch max payne or high school musical later..... hmmm... will see how...
oh well... im quite screwd for art actually... paper is on wednesday :( a day after her bday :(
i really hope tt time will pass bit slower so i can get some things done.... yeah... well... i was planning to wake up at 8 today... but of cos... being a pigg.... i woke up at 9.... well.... thats cos im quite drained from exams okay! yupp... and supposed to start doing art at 9.30 after washing up and reading the papers... but! guess wad!
here i am.... blogging.... and its almost 11 already!!!!!!
argh!!!!
*GASP!*
*GASP!*
*GASP!*

alright! alright! i better get gg... will post whenever i have time...
cheers folks...
enjoy the mugging period.. (so not!)

nothing is forever, remembered that at 10:51 AM.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

sigh
im in no mood to mugg at all... not a single bit...
aint using the laptop... using smth else tt would save me the trouble of shutting down the damn com..
sigh...
i dont know wad i can do to assure you....
i dont know wad i can do to make you understand how i feel inside....
i dont know wad i can do to make you feel better....
i dont know wad i can do to make you happy....
maybe.....
im not good enough.... was never good enough...
i strive to be better than her.... to be the perfect one for you.... but....
seems like.... ..... .... .....
i cant sleep... cant mugg...
my headache is making me feel as though my brain is gonna explode....
my eyes are burning....
my tears taste like toxic...........
aint gonna sleep... aint gonna sleep at all...
screw the papers later..... exams are bullshit..... its gonna be a long day....
and i'll be awaiting... for the time.. when the sky falls and crash on me....
and thats the day i die.... anyway... check out the time... crystal died at....


nothing is forever, remembered that at 5:09 AM.

Saturday, October 18, 2008
wow...
yesterday was emotional...
glad tt its all over now... almost died yesterday too... only someONE knows why...
anyway... ive been bad lately.... barely mugging! so guilty!!! oh god please forgive me!
anyway... i will be out for dinner again tmr... :P
i was out last night.. ended tuition at 8pm and dashed out of the house right after tt... not even having my dinner! yeah... shared cab with guss... so nice of him to drop me off at holland before gg home... anyway.... i brought dinner with me... so we ate dinner at the pantry at the salon... jason was really funny bout his dog... in house joke... i will miss tt nice comfi place... :) with the awesome hairwash by someONE and haircut by jack :)
got home close to 1... almost got screwd but i managed to get out of it.. :/ oops...
i havent done any decent drawings lately! gosh... im so dead... seriously... only one... of 2 hands tightly held together... will post it another time... but not so soon... yupps... i did that with charcoal... i was quite amazed and proud of myself when i was done with it.... i didnt expect to work so well with charcoal! yeah.... but lead is a safer choice.... oh well...!
anyway... we had haagan before we were off to do stuffs... yeah... important and crazy stuff! :P
oh yeah... that day when we went to get my camera...
i saw this super prettaye necklace....! yeah.... at raffles city! its pendant is half an angel wing!
how pretty right??!?!?!?!! but it looks expensive... didnt go into the shop to check out the price thou... i will be back when i have $$$..... cos im really broke now....
so broke until you cant squeeeeezeeeee a cent out of me.... :(
haagan dazs :) my love! but i love L***S more :)
oh... how cute
goodness... look wad i found! its actually a cd cover
read the words in blue... yeah... i took it from the newspaper today

nothing is forever, remembered that at 1:58 PM.

Friday, October 17, 2008
it felt as though the whole world was crashing down on me...
i wanna flood this place with my tears.... and then jus die of dehydration

nothing is forever, remembered that at 5:32 PM.

alright
this is awesome.. amesomely nice....
i got my polariod camera yesterday... cash on delivery...
yupp... $165 = broke... period
anyway.... i havent really have the time to play around with it yet so yeah..
will post more about it when i take my first picture with it...
i will be very careful not to waste my films away... cos i only got a pack of 10films :(
yeah... anyway... yesterday was pract... dont wanna post about it...
i slacked... watched house bunny.... out for dinner...
yeah... so much is happening lately.... on huifen's side... on L's side... and its jus basically muggin on my side....
i really hope things will become better.....
alright alright....
god bless...
later

nothing is forever, remembered that at 11:27 AM.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008
gosh... ive got this disgusting feeling... uneasy feeling... crappy feeling...
argh!
jus kill me....
i dont even know wads bugging me....
is it the stress? or? this feeling sucks!
i cant eat, i cant sleep... i keep waking up like dunno how many times a night...
argh!! im deprive of my sleep! my quality sleep!
im zombie-fied

nothing is forever, remembered that at 6:08 PM.

alright
quick post..
yesterday was my last day out before its headcore exams period... i did do some studying in the evening okay.... not play the entire day... anyway... i got my grad night dress yesterday too... yeah... the tailor made one.. and bought a clutch too :) will post pics when grad night comes... yeah... one more month and everything will over!
anyway... i had an awesome time... was out at 10... came home at 10... yeah.. 12 hours...
oops... :/
anyway.. i wanna dedicate a song to huifen... and thats SO WHAT BY PINK...
things will be fine yeah... jus try to focus on bowling k?
i'll be here although im having exams yeah... things sucks sometimes... but it will just make us a stronger person... so... jus let go and move on.. i know its not easy... but theres nth else ya can do yeah... but im glad u made the right choice... :) im prouda you...
anyway... i had pizza hut for dinner last night... and came back for hairy crab! awesome-ness...
i love! crab with vinegar...yeah... try! its really good... i tink it only goes well with hairy crab..
actually i dunno.... k la k la... gtg mugg... ive got some pics thou... didnt upload all tt i took yesterday cos some are censored! :P
cheers... all the best
POLAROID CAMERAS! colour edition!
will get it soon... $160!
a pack of 10 films is another $25 more!
you can get me films for christmas:) hahaha
guess where we went

squeeeshhhhh
cabbbbbbbbb


nothing is forever, remembered that at 10:44 AM.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

my latest obsession
第一个清晨
作词:李焯雄 作曲:王力宏

光透进来 把梦刷白
舍不得妳会醒过来
不要现在 昨夜走太快

说不上来 隐隐烫在胸口一块
吻妳脸颊 证明此刻真的存在

是妳 让我相信爱
对我慷慨
是爱 我们是注定 不是意外

这是爱 我们的爱 还不确定却好实在
把妳贴在胸怀 静静的 代替表白 再不愿放开

这是爱 给妳的爱 没名字却停不下来
在忐忑里期待 雀跃中想到未来
是妳 我才明白 这就是爱

但梦还在 小心不让妳醒过来
也许现在 就是永恒的未来

是妳 让我相信爱 对我慷慨
是爱 我们是注定 不是意外

这是爱 我们的爱 还不确定却好实在
把妳贴在胸怀 静静的 代替表白 再不愿放开

这是爱 给妳的爱 没名字却停不下来
在忐忑里期待 雀跃中想到未来
是妳 我才明白 这就是爱

第一个我们的清晨
比任何默契都私密的 无限可能
言语都显得太浮浅

这是爱 我们的爱 还不确定却好实在
把妳贴在胸怀 静静的 代替表白 再不愿放开

这是爱 给妳的爱 没名字却停不下来
在忐忑里期待 雀跃中想到未来
是妳 我才明白 这就是爱

nothing is forever, remembered that at 10:19 AM.

Monday, October 13, 2008
hey
taking a break from art... sigh... so little time left...
feeling a lil weird... yeah...
anyway... wanted to post about the F1 Japan Grand Prix over the weekend bout how hamilton screwd up with his aggressive-ness... stupid...
anyway... heres a post to reply to sam's email... after i mailed her the pics taken on the last day of sch..
email from sam : hi girly! OMG I MISS CHEW SO MUCH!! I LUBBS CHEWS MANY MANY!! ): though we just saw each other on friday, after visiting your blog and hearing the song being played, i started tearing a lil. ):
7 days to Os! 1 mth till grad night! jiayou! LET'S GET OUR A1s! pray for each other.
thanks for being there for me too :D
i'll always remember you and remember the memories :D
study with you soon yeh!!! <3
feeling lil emo... lil down... lil happy... lil stressed... and a lil annoyed cos of the rain...
totally hate rainy days... ruin my mood... but i'll be fine...
anyway... samantha dear.... stop counting down please! im gg nuts! i miss you lots too....
our crappy talks... emo at times.... bitching and all bout how life is sometimes... but... this is life k? although it really sucks big time sometimes.... we hav to make life to the fullest... thats wad god wants us to do yeah :) i will always be here to listen when ure down, my shoulder will be here for you to cry and lean on.... although im quite bone-y.... no warm huggs but yeah... i will miss those sailing days i spent with you... those theory sessions i give before we launch.... keep persisting k? i will remember you too... forever and ever :) the times we spent together... im glad that ij created wonderful memories and friendships for me.. and im thankful for you being part of my life... must stay in contact k? will miss you lots... we'll have lots of fun again when its grad night and of cos... post grad night! :)
take care! dont miss me too much tt you dont study yeah!?! hahaha ;P


nothing is forever, remembered that at 11:11 AM.

Saturday, October 11, 2008
im not feeling too good now....
sighs..........
you seem so caught up with stuffs...........
so distant, so far away sometimes
my back is burning

nothing is forever, remembered that at 9:35 PM.

i cant believe this... last day of sch was yesterday...
and im already missing sch... everyone...
i cant stop peep-ing at those pics we took ytd...
i miss...... nat,asha,veron,fels,mel,sam,mich,cam,crystal,kim.......
actually... i miss my life most...
i really needa get a life now... seriously...
life without dance, drums, dj-ing, parties, shopping, work...
when i work, i hav money... when i have money i can shop, i can pay for my classes... everything... i'll be back... to work... wherever i can go... i need $! its like only mid month... sigh... cos i jus bought my new headphones and pussycat dolls cd today...
i still have my grad night stuff... dress... yeah... will probably get it by next week i hope... and i hope i can fit into it... cos its jus those fitting kind... im getting fat cos all i do all day is mugg and eat and sleep... no excerise at all!
im gonna save up for my new ipod case, my clutch and manicure for grad night...
shit.. i jus rmb i booked a chalet for 3days2nights... dang... $$$!!!
i need to have a bbq soon! its not like me at all to not have any parties gg on!
anyway... i hope i can work til christmas.. so ive got $ to buy pressies for everyone...
time really flies...
and if i still hav cash left, i wanna go on a holiday... im not sure if im still gg to amsterdam(holland).. its gonna be winter there in jan... but... i was told tt its quite messed up there... drugs, alcohol and stuff... i wanna be here for my bday... it will be the day of hardcore partying i promise...
alright... i should be done... im so dead... everyone is mugging like crap and i still have mood to blog... shit man...
no dinner for me.... stay at home to mugg.. yeah.. thats final...
5 days to my first paper... god bless
breakie
my lunch

nothing is forever, remembered that at 5:26 PM.

Friday, October 10, 2008
today is the last day of sch...
not emotional at all.... not all wad i expected... was soooo busy and rush indeed...
yupps... anyway... let the pics do the talking...
gonna go mugg! class pic aint with me... so will post another time :)
back of the parade square is..... our mission....
in between our blocks of classrooms... thats our outdoor stage!
always reminding us about our habits of mind..
click to hav a larger view :)
study area outside staffroom
hall of faith.... :) air con! oh thats father Barre
canteen :) theres high stools too! click!
we the back row peoples....!
table partner! ASHA!
hiding behind as usual (VERONICA, MELISSA, me)
my front row partners for a period of time... :)
(me, MICHELLE, CAMELIA, RANEE)
we love each other! :D
talking crap with CAM caught by MICH
this is now one of my few fav pics :)
i lubs you many many SAM! hehehe
thanks for being always here for me :)
MICH is claiming tt she's tall... bleahh :P
living in denial.. wake up MICH... this is the real world..
(me, FELICIA,PEI YING,JANICE,CHERYL,CRYSTAL,ELANOR)
it was on my table.. thank you whoever you are :)
top view
a card for every one of us :)
specially made for us :)

my new wallpaper! check out my cute bear icons! click on the pic!


nothing is forever, remembered that at 4:40 PM.

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♥球球老师MASTER CLASS!♥
*INTRODUCTION DANCE
*COOL MINT
*FREAKY KLOWNZ
*NRA
*LOCAL CREW
*WCO.1
*WCO.2
*O CREW.1
*O CREW.2
*O CREW.3
*O CREW.4
*O CREW.5
*O CREW.6

♥♥MUSIC FOREST
IN-HOUSE CONCERT

*OPENING DANCE!
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*POISON V!
*CHAIR DANCE!
*MIXED MVs!
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*BABY CALEB!
*BREN!
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*SHERM!
*CHERRE!
*4/4 '08
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*CAIYU!
*JING!
*TIA!
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♥*NEMO
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LYRICS

CURRENT SONG OBSESSION:
#1-SEPTEMBER BY DAUGHTRY

"Now it all seems so clear, there's nothing left to fear
So we made our way by finding what was real
Now the days are so long that summer's moving on
We reach for something that's already gone"


#2-BROKEN BY SEZAIRI

"You took our pictures down,
And you left them on the ground
Its like you wiped all the memories,
Of what we used to be...
You and me, before it all crashed down."


THE TRUTH

9 most painful things in life


#1 Bringing back the feelings you've learnt to forget

#2 Reminiscing the good times

#3 Trying to hide what you really feel

#4 Loving someone who loves another

#5 Having a commitment with someone that you know wouldn't last

#6 Shielding your heart to love somebody

#7 Loving the person too much

#8 Right love at the wrong moment

#9 Taking the risk to fall in love again


if you only knew

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SEXY IS GOOD,
BUT SEX IS BETTER :)

ITS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH