Monday, January 17, 2011
at this very moment
i feel like going for a long quiet walk.
or maybe find something green to cheer myself up.
buy something green. wear something green. wadever
nothing can describe how im feeling now
low? disappointed? upset? numb?
definately not emo.
is this how it really feels when you failed to achieve something you really wanted? something you've worked hard for?
maybe im not working hard enough..
i will never be good enough
NEVER .
heres wad i have under my wing
jus so you get to understand wad ive been up to
3pm-6pm: apparel design project (making a gown)
6pm-9pm: visual presentation essentials (all the hands on stuff)
audition/dance for upcoming GEMS (sch dance concert)
pole - damn disappointed that i missed class due to the fucked up traffic.
i dont know wad the fuck am i busy over
i go to sch early. come back late. w/o lunch and dinner.
i cant even go to work.
and i havent got the time to collect my zoukout pay
can someone tell me
what the fuck have i been busy over
what the fuck have i been doing with my life
what the fuck do i want with myself
my day tmr
10am - school: prepare my images to silk screen
draft, draft, draft, sew, sew, sew
7pm - audition
draft, draft, draft, sew, sew, sew
work on v.press poster
9.30pm - pole. learn new choreo
told the mother to buy a loaf of bread but obviously she 'forgot'
no lunch. no dinner. thats how i reward myself.
i feel like running away
maybe its time to plan my runaway trip
thats my new hair btw.
nothing is forever, remembered that at 12:44 AM.
BITCH
[CRYSTAL]
[10.01.91]
[TP DESIGN]
[APPAREL DESIGN]
[TP DANCE ENSEMBLE]
PERFECTION
"PERFECTION IS LIKE THE GRAPHIC OF HUMAN MISERY;
A SAD DISCOVERY WHERE THE MIND BREAKS DOWN TO THE VERY CORE"
ESCAPE
DANCE VIDEOS!!!
♥♥THE BIG GROOVE 2009
♥球球老师MASTER CLASS!♥
*INTRODUCTION DANCE
*COOL MINT
*FREAKY KLOWNZ
*NRA
*LOCAL CREW
*WCO.1
*WCO.2
*O CREW.1
*O CREW.2
*O CREW.3
*O CREW.4
*O CREW.5
*O CREW.6
♥♥MUSIC FOREST
IN-HOUSE CONCERT
*OPENING DANCE!
*MV DANCE!
*POISON V!
*CHAIR DANCE!
*MIXED MVs!
*CHAIR DANCE!!(FRONT)
*CHAIR DANCE!(BACK)
♥♥OTHER DANCE VIDEOS
*HIPHOP INTERMEDIATE!
*HIP HOP AUDITION!
*DANCEWORKS-REHEARSAL!
*DANCEWORKS 'PULCHRITUDE!'
*RYAN CONFERIDO WITH US!
♥♥FRIENDS
*BABY CALEB!
*BREN!
*BRENDAN!
*SHERM!
*CHERRE!
*4/4 '08
*SAM!!
*CAIYU!
*JING!
*TIA!
♥*JOEY
♥*JOEY CHENG
♥*NEMO
♥♥小珂老师!♥♥
♥♥小珂老师!!♥♥
♥♥雪糕老师!♥♥
♥♥球球老师!!♥♥
♥♥比利 the dope♥♥
♥♥FREAKY KLOWNZ!!♥♥
♥♥JABBAWOCKEEZ!!♥♥
♥♥OTHERS♥♥
♥*TP DANCE ENSEMBLE♥
*♥MUSIC FOREST!
♥*OMA!
*STREEThing!
♥CANDY PULP!!!
♥SWEET WRAPPERS!
THE PAST
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LYRICS
CURRENT SONG OBSESSION:
#1-SEPTEMBER BY DAUGHTRY
"Now it all seems so clear, there's nothing left to fear
So we made our way by finding what was real
Now the days are so long that summer's moving on
We reach for something that's already gone"
#2-BROKEN BY SEZAIRI
"You took our pictures down,
And you left them on the ground
Its like you wiped all the memories,
Of what we used to be...
You and me, before it all crashed down."
THE TRUTH
9 most painful things in life
#1 Bringing back the feelings you've learnt to forget
#2 Reminiscing the good times
#3 Trying to hide what you really feel
#4 Loving someone who loves another
#5 Having a commitment with someone that you know wouldn't last
#6 Shielding your heart to love somebody
#7 Loving the person too much
#8 Right love at the wrong moment
#9 Taking the risk to fall in love again
if you only knew
QUOTE
SEXY IS GOOD,
BUT SEX IS BETTER :)
ITS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH