THE BITCH IS BACK
Sunday, January 30, 2011
THANK YOU
L.T, M.N, J.A
FOR SUCH AN AWESOME DAY
OF SHOPPING..
spent alot of money today..
retail therapy part 2 tomorrow..
movie too!
i love this gang
p.s. i bought my PAUL SMITH.
sorry i couldnt resist the temptation
gonna spend more tmr :)

nothing is forever, remembered that at 1:42 AM.

Saturday, January 29, 2011
cant really find anything nice to wear for chinese new year...
the father has been really generous with the 1000bucks...
the mother... offered to give me 500bucks to buy that dress at miss sixty..
have second thoughts about that dress... shall try it on when i get a chance tmr..
but im eyeing on that PAUL SMITH top ($350)and AX top ($160)...
hope to find smth from parco, bebe or tangs when i head shopping this weekend...
cant wait to spend the day with the girls tmr... meet them at suntec...
that'll be after i finish with some stupid training that all of us has to attend at 9AM on a SATURDAY.. damn..
anyway... since dad gave me money... im thinking if i shld buy the polaroid backing for my lomo... that'll cost me $170 or so...
hmmmm

nothing is forever, remembered that at 12:30 AM.

Thursday, January 27, 2011
RANDOM STATEMENTS

1. earlier this week, the police came to my house twice in less than 24 hours
2. high fever, cough, flu sucks really big time when 2 jabs dont work
3. wad sucks really more, is that dar stops me from eating my junk
4. i love how i do work all day, all night, not eating, not sleeping
5. im guilty for neglecting dar for the past 2 weeks
6. i feel bad that dar has to wait 3 hours for me to end school jus to have dinner with me
7. ive been driving dad to work for the past 2 days
8. dad decided to give me $1000 to shop ($_$) kaching!
9. looking forward to finishing up my evening wear dress tmr
10. cant wait for saturday, shopping and spending the day jus like old times, the 4 of us :)
11. i need to get my zoukout pay!
12. dar gets bonus and pay raise
13. i hope she pampers me :P well lets hope she sees this :)
14. i need to dance BADLY. pole especially.
15. i have to catch up alot for reggae and hiphop training
16. i hope runaway trip works out :)

back to work now...
im really enjoying
though i dont get to sleep or eat :/

17. i really miss going to work :(


nothing is forever, remembered that at 12:00 AM.

Sunday, January 23, 2011
MNHF
its so crazily amazing with a tint of scary
how we both can actually think 100% alike!



nothing is forever, remembered that at 4:43 AM.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011
its a time like now
that i have decided to let go of
that heavy burden.

its a time like now
that i would wish i didnt know
things i knew

its a time like now
that i appreciate and am thankful
for the people around me

i will disappear for awhile
before coming back to post my bday pictures.
i jus need some time.
and
new rules in my life
afterall
ignorance is bliss
so darn true
there are so many things out there i dont want to know
EVER

nothing is forever, remembered that at 2:14 AM.

Monday, January 17, 2011
at this very moment
i feel like going for a long quiet walk.
or maybe find something green to cheer myself up.
buy something green. wear something green. wadever

nothing can describe how im feeling now
low? disappointed? upset? numb?
definately not emo.
is this how it really feels when you failed to achieve something you really wanted? something you've worked hard for?
maybe im not working hard enough..
i will never be good enough
NEVER .

heres wad i have under my wing
jus so you get to understand wad ive been up to
3pm-6pm: apparel design project (making a gown)
6pm-9pm: visual presentation essentials (all the hands on stuff)
audition/dance for upcoming GEMS (sch dance concert)
pole - damn disappointed that i missed class due to the fucked up traffic.
i dont know wad the fuck am i busy over
i go to sch early. come back late. w/o lunch and dinner.
i cant even go to work.
and i havent got the time to collect my zoukout pay
can someone tell me
what the fuck have i been busy over
what the fuck have i been doing with my life
what the fuck do i want with myself

my day tmr
10am - school: prepare my images to silk screen
draft, draft, draft, sew, sew, sew
7pm - audition
draft, draft, draft, sew, sew, sew
work on v.press poster
9.30pm - pole. learn new choreo
told the mother to buy a loaf of bread but obviously she 'forgot'
no lunch. no dinner. thats how i reward myself.
i feel like running away
maybe its time to plan my runaway trip

thats my new hair btw.

nothing is forever, remembered that at 12:44 AM.

Sunday, January 16, 2011
i told myself never to be in anyone's shadow
was cranky today
turned to icecream and fries
to make myself feel better
will post how hectic my life is soon

nothing is forever, remembered that at 2:45 AM.

Thursday, January 13, 2011
this week feels like forever...
isnt that much of a good way to start the year of 20
havent been eating
due to my hectic schedule...
i skip lunch and
i eat dinner at 9ish, close to 10pm
which by then i wont have any appetite for anything..
stay up late to complete illustrations and designs
craving for ice cream and fries
then again, im not that hungry..
sometimes i feel so light myself that i think the wind can blow me away

nothing is forever, remembered that at 2:43 AM.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011
I HAD A GREAT BIRTHDAY
THANKS
DAR
HUIFEN, JOEY
ASH, JOYCIE, XINLIN, XUAN
SAN SAN, CHEELIE, JIAMING
CELESTE, NATALIA
JERRY, CELINE, MELCOLM, JOAN
JING, RICHARD, MINGFENG
CLARA, JIADE, NEMO, NAT, KIM, LINETTE, NELSON
THOSE FROM SCHOOL AND SAILORS
THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE AT THE PARTY
AND THE WELL WISHES ON FACEBOOK
(which flooded my inbox)



nothing is forever, remembered that at 12:49 AM.

Monday, January 10, 2011
had a great night
some disappointments but yeah
shant talk abt it
if a person really cares for you, you can see thru their actions..
those who i would not meet anytime soon made the effort to send me well wishes..
at least they made the effort to.. it doesnt take alot of time.. but i appreciate every text i got..
esp when i have lost my contacts, i cant reach people who i want to reach...
i hope to take this day, if i were to get a text from you,
i know you still remember me.. still cares... its all that matters...
just a text..

anyways... i had a great time with my loved ones... make me love them even more..
spending time with everyone is jus the best thing..
the food was awesome
and the company is great... besides the part where i was so busy running around... pictures are with xuan.. will post when i get them... hopefully soon...
looking forward to an inspiring day tmr as i head to RW to view the Valentino exhibit..
i need to do more sketches for my gown... my sketch book is so pathetic..
birthday gifts are so cute this year...
marc by marc jacob watch from dar.. :)
dior perfume from huifen
fashion bible from celeste, natalia
sports bra from xinlin,joycie,xuan,ash
boxer shorts from celine, jerry
playboy shirt & pendant from crystal,richard,mf
rolls of films from cheelie, san san

nothing is forever, remembered that at 2:32 AM.

Sunday, January 09, 2011
cant wait for an awesome evening later...
bbq by the pool
and have the house to chill after dinner
had dim sum with nat and celeste at carlton hotel today:)
they got me a fashion bible for my bday:)

this image is jus random... haha... its jus so cute and i want to get it :)
anyways... i do not have white hair anymore... and now its shorter too.. will take pictures during the party tmr and upload... cant wait to see how my hair looks like when i style it :)

though im gonna be another year older in 24hours from now,
at least i know,
i will always be younger than YOU!
and i'll definately age slower than YOU!
knowing that jus feels... OH SO GOOD..
then again, sorry, MONEY CANT BUY YOUTH :)
CHEERS


nothing is forever, remembered that at 12:32 AM.

Thursday, January 06, 2011
running a high fever
double submission tmr
or say later
classes from 3pm-6pm and 6pm-9pm
heading to sch at 9.30am to start work
with my high fever, plus flu
plus body ache, plus dizzy, plus my blood shot red eyes
plus i look pale like i may die anytime

nothing is forever, remembered that at 2:34 AM.

Monday, January 03, 2011
damn
i think im jet lagged
cant sleep (as usual)
but i think jet lag is jus giving my insomnia excuse a new year break
i jus got back from rome. had a transit. total abt 16hrs to get back
i miss the cold and the snow :(
miss the peace and quiet-ness as i walk down the streets mainly in Paris and Italy

anyways for those who knows me
will know i like to relate everything to music
mood. situation. feeling. things. people
anything.
so here are songs that reminds me of year 2010
so glad that its over
and a start of a new begining
with the people i love, cousins, friends
(including my colleagues whom i secretly miss so much)
even thou the road in front of me is still blur,
where im heading, what i want,
no matter wad it is, i will fight to the end to prove myself
and. of cos. i will do anything.
ANYTHING for the people i love
2010
Nelly - Just A Dream


Robin Thicke - Sex Therapy


Jason Derulo - Whatcha Say


and year 2011
i wish to start it like that

Cheryl Cole - Fight For This Love


N-Dubz - We Dance On

nothing is forever, remembered that at 3:16 AM.

BITCH

[CRYSTAL]
 [10.01.91]
 [TP DESIGN]
 [APPAREL DESIGN]
 [TP DANCE ENSEMBLE]
PERFECTION

"PERFECTION IS LIKE THE GRAPHIC OF HUMAN MISERY;
A SAD DISCOVERY WHERE THE MIND BREAKS DOWN TO THE VERY CORE"

ESCAPE

DANCE VIDEOS!!!
♥♥THE BIG GROOVE 2009
♥球球老师MASTER CLASS!♥
 *INTRODUCTION DANCE
*COOL MINT
*FREAKY KLOWNZ
 *NRA
*LOCAL CREW
*WCO.1
*WCO.2
*O CREW.1
*O CREW.2
*O CREW.3
*O CREW.4
*O CREW.5
*O CREW.6

♥♥MUSIC FOREST
IN-HOUSE CONCERT
*OPENING DANCE!
*MV DANCE!
*POISON V!
*CHAIR DANCE!
*MIXED MVs!
*CHAIR DANCE!!(FRONT)
*CHAIR DANCE!(BACK)

♥♥OTHER DANCE VIDEOS
*HIPHOP INTERMEDIATE!
*HIP HOP AUDITION!
*DANCEWORKS-REHEARSAL!
*DANCEWORKS 'PULCHRITUDE!'
*RYAN CONFERIDO WITH US!

♥♥FRIENDS
*BABY CALEB!
*BREN!
*BRENDAN!
*SHERM!
*CHERRE!
*4/4 '08
*SAM!!
*CAIYU!
*JING!
*TIA!
♥*JOEY
♥*JOEY CHENG
♥*NEMO
♥♥小珂老师!♥♥
♥♥小珂老师!!♥♥
♥♥雪糕老师!♥♥
♥♥球球老师!!♥♥
♥♥比利 the dope♥♥
♥♥FREAKY KLOWNZ!!♥♥
♥♥JABBAWOCKEEZ!!♥♥

♥♥OTHERS♥♥
♥*TP DANCE ENSEMBLE♥
*♥MUSIC FOREST!
♥*OMA!
*STREEThing!
♥CANDY PULP!!!
♥SWEET WRAPPERS!

THE PAST

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LYRICS

CURRENT SONG OBSESSION:
#1-SEPTEMBER BY DAUGHTRY

"Now it all seems so clear, there's nothing left to fear
So we made our way by finding what was real
Now the days are so long that summer's moving on
We reach for something that's already gone"

#2-BROKEN BY SEZAIRI

"You took our pictures down,
And you left them on the ground
Its like you wiped all the memories,
Of what we used to be...
You and me, before it all crashed down."

THE TRUTH

9 most painful things in life


#1 Bringing back the feelings you've learnt to forget

#2 Reminiscing the good times

#3 Trying to hide what you really feel

#4 Loving someone who loves another

#5 Having a commitment with someone that you know wouldn't last

#6 Shielding your heart to love somebody

#7 Loving the person too much

#8 Right love at the wrong moment

#9 Taking the risk to fall in love again


if you only knew

QUOTE

SEXY IS GOOD,
BUT SEX IS BETTER :)

ITS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH