THE BITCH IS BACK
Sunday, November 28, 2010
trust no one
so true

i dont need anyone to fucking tell me
who i am
what im like
what i do
what im capable of doing
i dont even know myself
and you think you fucking know me?
just shut the fuck up
and go
youre not needed here
you guys are NOBODY to me

nothing is forever, remembered that at 10:53 PM.

Friday, November 26, 2010
once again
reminded why i hate to be home
why i hate to be around
i want to move out
if only

nothing is forever, remembered that at 10:17 PM.

Thursday, November 25, 2010
its been a week
ive neglected my blog
sorry
ive got overdue photos.. again...
anyways.. ive been enjoying myself so much...
that i feel guilty for not paying attention to school work :/
ive been pole-ing, driving to get fresh sashimi at woodlance, rock climbing, hanging out with friends and shooting with my camera :)
i cant wait to work at ZOUKOUT! who's going?! this year is gonna be a blast... if u havent heard who's the guest DJs... u better go find out like NOW!

looking forward for 3 awesome consecutive saturdays and the last one...
rather droopy... thinking of smth to hype it up so i can have an awesome month of saturdays...
27th BORNFIRE - THE INDIVISIBLE SELF
4th - NAT'S BIRTHDAY PARTY
11th - WORKING FOR ZOUKOUT
18th - back to school for some stupid talk.. -_-"
gift from UK! :)

yups.. this is it :)
random surprise from dar


I WANT THE GLOW IN THE DARK ONE!!!!
have you seen the LC-A+ JAPAN SPECIAL EDITION!?! ITS ALL WHITE!
will post the picture soon :)


i got the diana world tour tokyo edition..
saving for the glow in the dark one~







dinner with friends :) at F.I.S.H by Fish&Co

bruises from pole....
showtime is in 2 weeks...

i love to pole. no matter what :)







nothing is forever, remembered that at 11:05 PM.

Thursday, November 18, 2010
im being silly
im crying again
i miss my boy so much
i hate the feeling of losing
:'(

nothing is forever, remembered that at 9:27 PM.

had a long night
didnt sleep at all
in 3 hours i'll be heading to sch
this is much worse than working
sat at the table throughout the night
now my ass and back hurts
presentation and submission at 9am
hectic til friday...
time hurry past pls

nothing is forever, remembered that at 5:33 AM.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010
AFFECTED

nothing is forever, remembered that at 12:03 AM.

Monday, November 15, 2010
everything's going wrong

nothing is forever, remembered that at 12:27 AM.

Friday, November 12, 2010
MOODBOARD
the railway
represents my goal that i want to work towards
its bright ahead, clear of wad i want to do.
things are never easy
there are always people, things, that tend to stop you, restricts you
this is represented by the chains on the boots
however, it is your choice
whether you want to be standing at the very same spot
or be determined, holding onto your stand firmly
even if you have to walk barefooted
on a long track filled with stones
its gonna be painful
its gonna be hard
but jus hold on.
take a walk, down the track
have a clear mind
having only your goal in ur head
bite it
walk it

nothing is forever, remembered that at 1:40 PM.

Sunday, November 07, 2010
emotionless
STOP JUDGING!
STOP JUDGING
ME AND WHAT I DO!
i needa get my head straight
theres too much happening around
i can never understand why things have to be so hard
and complicated
i only have til wednesday to get a nod
and everything will be fine
jus a nod
but somehow i cant bring myself to speak
convince and defend myself
slept at 830 this morn

management test in a few hours
've been mugging the entire day
but it feels like i havent at all
zero absorption
is the worse thing before a test
pole and flex in the evening...
tuesday - management progress report & digital montage due
am i gg to make it?
i dont know

how i wish its jus pole, dance and work...
no school..
alright, maybe theres school
just no management
I LOVE MY HAIR. IF YOU ARE THE FEW WHO DONT, TOO BAD

LIFE'S SUCH A BITCH, WE ALL KNOW THAT
BUT MINE'S SUCH A FUCKING BITCH


nothing is forever, remembered that at 11:57 PM.

Saturday, November 06, 2010

i rather you not love me

ive done my best
to make them realise
this is my life

too much have happened
i cant take this anymore.
jus wanna pack my bags and leave


nothing is forever, remembered that at 9:46 PM.

Thursday, November 04, 2010
its gonna be a long long day
stayed up late to finish up my submission which was due in the morn..
heading to work in the evening...
calculated
its gonna be 20 hour day for me...
woke up at 8.30am today...
work ends at 4.30am tomorrow..
working today, fri and sat...
i quite love to go to work..
a different environment... get away from all the studing
probably heading for breakfast after work on sat, which means, sunday morn..
i love going for pole... been heading to the studio quite often lately...
i think im loving the feeling of going up side down..
despite the many bruises which i will post, hopefully soon...
some girl fell from the pole and broke her tooth ytd... scary!
it was your birthday but it ended up looking like its my birthday :)







nothing is forever, remembered that at 12:31 PM.

Wednesday, November 03, 2010
trying to keep myself awake...
class at 9am. but i left the house at 7.20am
to avoid my parents.. fucking tired..
am rushing report now...
stomach is growling.. only had instant noodles for dinner while everyone went out for dinner..
things i do to keep myself awake..
took a half hour break to stretch and do core strengthening..
i want my abs back...
i opened my pack of cereal to munch on...
and had my dose of red bull
i hate you report...!
pole pract after school tmr even thou i cant finish my report..
maybe will take photos of my crazy bruises
trust no one.
not even family
ive learnt that
thanks for showing me.
you betrayed me straight in the face
not cool
you're gg to pay for that
cos you've lost my trust

nothing is forever, remembered that at 12:48 AM.

Monday, November 01, 2010
SO WHAT!?
quit judging me from the things i do
or how i look like..
so what, if i have blonde hair?
so what, if i dress to my mood?
i like my hair and im leaving it that way

so what, if i love to dance?
so what, if i love to POLE dance?
ballroom, pole and street are all dance..
against the law? arrest me

so what, if i love to stay up late?
so what, if i love to live a busy life?
so what, if i dont sleep enough?
so what, if i work behind the bar?
does it mean that i drink alot?
all these stupid perceptions
quit stereotyping
quit judging
its my life

hopefully overdue photos up soon...
dar bday, halloween, dinner and what not..
tues, wed submission. tmr pole and flex at night..
thurs, fri, sat working
i need to tell them, and make them understand, accept, approve it.

nothing is forever, remembered that at 12:38 AM.

BITCH

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LYRICS

CURRENT SONG OBSESSION:
#1-SEPTEMBER BY DAUGHTRY

"Now it all seems so clear, there's nothing left to fear
So we made our way by finding what was real
Now the days are so long that summer's moving on
We reach for something that's already gone"

#2-BROKEN BY SEZAIRI

"You took our pictures down,
And you left them on the ground
Its like you wiped all the memories,
Of what we used to be...
You and me, before it all crashed down."

THE TRUTH

9 most painful things in life


#1 Bringing back the feelings you've learnt to forget

#2 Reminiscing the good times

#3 Trying to hide what you really feel

#4 Loving someone who loves another

#5 Having a commitment with someone that you know wouldn't last

#6 Shielding your heart to love somebody

#7 Loving the person too much

#8 Right love at the wrong moment

#9 Taking the risk to fall in love again


if you only knew

QUOTE

SEXY IS GOOD,
BUT SEX IS BETTER :)

ITS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH