Tuesday, October 05, 2010
right from the start
you never believed a single word ive said
cos in your mind,
its fixed
i cant keep chasing you
im really really tired
cos no matter how hard i try
how hard i try to convince you
nothing is ever gonna work
im not perfect
no matter how hard i try to be
im not
thats the truth
i make mistakes too
just like you and everyone else
i try my best to change myself
and prove to you that you're wrong
but
i cant change my past
my past is stuck to me
i cant wash it
or jus delete it
its there. thats the truth
and since you cant accept me,
with such history or background
there isnt much i can do
its just like a stain on a clean cloth
i am really trying my very best to prove you wrong
but nothing can be done to make u remove that mindset you have
if only you knew
if only you can try believing
i cant chase you forever
i did it before
watching you turn ur back on me
and carried on walking away
without even bother to look back
like you dont give a shit
and like always, i had to be the one to chase after you
and pull you back
i cant keep doing this
i cant do this forever
you will never know how that feels
cos i know how much it hurts
and i wouldnt want to do something like that to you
so its okay now
jus walk away
jus keep walking
and please dont look back
i will jus stand here
watching you as ur backview fade away
and let you go
if you only know
how hard this is for me
but you will never
p.s. this is for you, louis.
and im not afraid to type your name here
and let everyone who reads my blog know
you never believed a single word ive said
cos in your mind,
its fixed
i cant keep chasing you
im really really tired
cos no matter how hard i try
how hard i try to convince you
nothing is ever gonna work
im not perfect
no matter how hard i try to be
im not
thats the truth
i make mistakes too
just like you and everyone else
i try my best to change myself
and prove to you that you're wrong
but
i cant change my past
my past is stuck to me
i cant wash it
or jus delete it
its there. thats the truth
and since you cant accept me,
with such history or background
there isnt much i can do
its just like a stain on a clean cloth
i am really trying my very best to prove you wrong
but nothing can be done to make u remove that mindset you have
if only you knew
if only you can try believing
i cant chase you forever
i did it before
watching you turn ur back on me
and carried on walking away
without even bother to look back
like you dont give a shit
and like always, i had to be the one to chase after you
and pull you back
i cant keep doing this
i cant do this forever
you will never know how that feels
cos i know how much it hurts
and i wouldnt want to do something like that to you
so its okay now
jus walk away
jus keep walking
and please dont look back
i will jus stand here
watching you as ur backview fade away
and let you go
if you only know
how hard this is for me
but you will never
p.s. this is for you, louis.
and im not afraid to type your name here
and let everyone who reads my blog know
nothing is forever, remembered that at 10:38 PM.
BITCH
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So we made our way by finding what was real
Now the days are so long that summer's moving on
We reach for something that's already gone"
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And you left them on the ground
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Of what we used to be...
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9 most painful things in life
#1 Bringing back the feelings you've learnt to forget
#2 Reminiscing the good times
#3 Trying to hide what you really feel
#4 Loving someone who loves another
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#6 Shielding your heart to love somebody
#7 Loving the person too much
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