had a rough day
i dont know
wads the point of being so nice and
everything you do is all forgotten and taken for granted?
this is such a fucked up world..
enough of all these shit..
i used to speed often... and had a bad habit of forgetting to switch on my headlights in the night... i thought i have ditched that bad habit...
but i forgot my lights today...
got pissed off at myself
for wad crazy reason? i dont know...
ive been thinking alot... when i drive to and from school...
about work... i dont know...
dont know wad else i can do... i have one and a half more weeks to decide..
parents, dar... why do i have to keep explaining myself abt wad i do?
so wad if i pole dance? so wad if i work at zouk?
am i committing a crime? am i stealing from someone?
why do i always have to be wrong?
i cant understand..
never will..
saturday... xinlin made a shot of snowball for me... and bar supervisor, R, gave me a sip of liquid sky in the cap of the shaker.. went to sleep on sunday morning.. slept for 5 hours and woke up for pole at 12pm then had to rush for lunch cos it was my dad's bday..
made the effort to join my parents to shop for winter clothes for our end year trip to europe..
i cant wait for thursday... its a big day
nothing is forever, remembered that at 11:31 PM.