THE BITCH IS BACK
Friday, October 29, 2010
RANDOM
Friday
8am wake up
9am - 12pm - management class
12pm - 3pm - advance cad (digital illustration)
rush assignments
7pm - go work
Saturday - halloween
4.30am - end work
5.30am - sleep
9am - wake up
10am - 12.30pm - dance in school
12.30pm - 1.30pm - bathe
1.30pm - meet dar
6pm - go work
suppose to go for company dinner but gotta work
Sunday
5am - end work
6am - sleep
11am - wake up
12pm - pole
rush assignments
5.30pm - gathering dinner

i love my crazy schedule...
finishing up with my assignment for the day and gotta prepare to head to work :)



nothing is forever, remembered that at 5:39 PM.

Tuesday, October 26, 2010
had a rough day
i dont know
wads the point of being so nice and
everything you do is all forgotten and taken for granted?
this is such a fucked up world..
enough of all these shit..

i used to speed often... and had a bad habit of forgetting to switch on my headlights in the night... i thought i have ditched that bad habit...
but i forgot my lights today...
got pissed off at myself
for wad crazy reason? i dont know...

ive been thinking alot... when i drive to and from school...
about work... i dont know...
dont know wad else i can do... i have one and a half more weeks to decide..
parents, dar... why do i have to keep explaining myself abt wad i do?
so wad if i pole dance? so wad if i work at zouk?
am i committing a crime? am i stealing from someone?
why do i always have to be wrong?
i cant understand..
never will..

saturday... xinlin made a shot of snowball for me... and bar supervisor, R, gave me a sip of liquid sky in the cap of the shaker.. went to sleep on sunday morning.. slept for 5 hours and woke up for pole at 12pm then had to rush for lunch cos it was my dad's bday..
made the effort to join my parents to shop for winter clothes for our end year trip to europe..
i cant wait for thursday... its a big day

nothing is forever, remembered that at 11:31 PM.

Saturday, October 23, 2010
jus got home from work not too long ago
came online to check my timetable for the next sem...
im so not ready for school...

anyways... i cut my left pinky finger while cutting garnish today...
quite sucky.... its not long but its kinda deep... cos i was really bleeding...
was shocked cos it all happened too fast... and xin lin wasnt with me :(
so then people start throwing me chunks of tissues and my bar supervisor pulled me out to the back door to get the wound cleaned by the security bouncer at the back door... (which i found it quite weird)

oh wells... then my supervisor gave me a few plasters and he said
"nah. later if water go in, use this (the plaster) and STAPLER your finger"
yes... he said stapler... -_-" damn funny...
joey also came to my bar and gave me a chunk of plasters too...
anyways... i better head to bed now... gotta wake up in afew hours to make lunch for dar... :)
and finally get to spend time with her... like finally!
oh yeah... xin lin let me taste her lychee martini on wed, and snowball today... snowball is jus heaven!
good morning!

nothing is forever, remembered that at 5:28 AM.

Friday, October 22, 2010
PREVIEW OF COMBASE PICTURES
BOUNCE CHOREOGRAPHERS!
HIPHOP 3 - BOUNCE!
THE FAMILY :)
 credits to j bear for the photos :)

work on wed was fine... joey was sweet enough to share her locker with me and xin lin was really helpful by teaching me stuff... i ended work ard 4ish in the morn...
waited for joey to end work and went for breakfast at 5am...
talked and caught up... sent her home and reach home at 6am...
talked to dar over the phone til abt 6.30 before falling asleep while she prepares for work..
jus a short post for now... gotta prepare to leave the house soon...
yohanna texted me this morn asking me to teach her my smokey eye tip... so i'll be meeting her to shop and teach her...
then i'll head to work in the evening... its gonna be a long night...
i need some moral support!

im eyeing on that checked boyfriend shirt from pull and bear..
i dont know wads with me and male clothes now..
i keep browsing at the male section and not the female... even that day when dar and i went shopping for my black pants... we ended up looking at black male jeans... -_-"
i wanna shop at edit! maybe i'll go with dar when i meet her tmr... before i go to work..
edit is a male store at ion... OH GOSH!
anyways.... im gonna go prepare now...
isnt nice to keep a girl waiting...
GUYS! LEARN OKAY!
i need dar to do my hair for me! bleach bleach again! woots!

nothing is forever, remembered that at 2:00 PM.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010
SHOWTIME AT
BOBBI'S POLE STUDIO
they were telling us that the reason the light is pink its cos pink makes our skin look best... :)
anyways... that jasmine... the MC, manager and my instructor.
i love her heels! hers is red but mine's transparent...

the only blond one, the only short hair. at the far left
images from the video





spin climb!








my pole pal :) celeste


JASMINE!
YOHANNA!

its way harder to do this when the pole is not rotating :(


i love my cousin!






from esther :)
from the girls :)
TOMORROW IS THE DAY!
tomorrow is an important day for my juniors...
theyve worked really hard to perform,though they will only be dancing my choreo cos tiffany's and junko's got taken out by ryan :( my choreo is the closing, jus before the finale..
i hope the girls can do well... with the quick change and stuff...
have to be in school at 10am but will head to macs to buy breakfast for everyone first...
the performance is at Jun Yuan Secondary..
and
i'll be starting part time work at the bar at zouk tomorrow...
wednesday, friday and saturday...
i dont know how long i will be working there cos dar is really upset..
but i'll prove myself...
to those who say i cant do it. to those who think i have no time.
that everything will be just fine...
have a song i wanna upload... but postpone it for now..

nothing is forever, remembered that at 11:17 PM.

Sunday, October 17, 2010
i am fucking cranky
you better look where youre walking
and not step on the landmine
before i explode in your fucking face

nothing is forever, remembered that at 10:45 PM.

Thursday, October 14, 2010
showtime was awesome today...
the crowd was huge... bigger than yesterday...
anyways... i didnt screw up during the show! was quite upset when i couldnt do well during pract... but it all went fine.. :)
took pictures and video too..

jasmine (my instructor) ask celeste and i to come tmr and friday to perform..
cos the crowd is bigger and yeah... but ive got training with the juniors tmr evening, will be cleaning my item so i have to be there... so will jus perform again on friday...
made a deal with jasmine :) i'll come perform on friday..
she teach me new tricks.. :) good deal huh?
will take video again then.. see which one better then i'll post...

this is jus a random picture i thot i'll jus put it up first :)

i love pole!


nothing is forever, remembered that at 12:36 AM.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010
much effort and hard work is put in to make a performance work.
but its that easy to bring one down just the use of words and expressions.
words of encouragement are hard to come by. but i never saw this coming.
now, im looking for confidence, passion and mood to do well tonight. not disappointing anyone. especially myself.
wads done cant be undone
thanks for showing me how 'supportive' you are

now im gg to take my lunch and knock some sense into myself

nothing is forever, remembered that at 3:15 PM.

20 HOURS!
COUNTING DOWN...
went to the studio to watch the showcases today...
got some videos.. will post them tmr
my hair is NOT yellow

nothing is forever, remembered that at 12:01 AM.

Sunday, October 10, 2010
awesome weekend
hijacked the new car.....
new hair color! :D
oh... i made the effort to do my nails too.... :)
taken from my window
estee works at salon esprit... so she could help me get the stuff i needed...
well.. theres matt powder, ultraviolet/blue shampoo, 6% peroxide, bleaching powder, 3 tubes of color... the brown is louis's :)
mine's 911 and 812 to get the ash effect
louis's N731... brown :)
bleaching powder! with peroxide
I LOVE THE COLOR!!!
YES YES... CREDITS GOES TO LOUIS
there are tones and gradient effect :)
the color shines in the sun... im serious!
if you see me u'll know... it glitters..
NO IM NOT JOKING OKAY!
caught dinner with linette and her hubby at heeren...
im jealous of louis's 3 tone effect on her hair...
3 tones of brown! jus using half tube of color!



the new car rocks i swear!




i couldnt stop snacking the entire day...
i feel so guilty now...
im gg to dance all out tmr when i train the juniors



nothing is forever, remembered that at 11:09 PM.

BITCH

[CRYSTAL]
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PERFECTION

"PERFECTION IS LIKE THE GRAPHIC OF HUMAN MISERY;
A SAD DISCOVERY WHERE THE MIND BREAKS DOWN TO THE VERY CORE"

ESCAPE

DANCE VIDEOS!!!
♥♥THE BIG GROOVE 2009
♥球球老师MASTER CLASS!♥
 *INTRODUCTION DANCE
*COOL MINT
*FREAKY KLOWNZ
 *NRA
*LOCAL CREW
*WCO.1
*WCO.2
*O CREW.1
*O CREW.2
*O CREW.3
*O CREW.4
*O CREW.5
*O CREW.6

♥♥MUSIC FOREST
IN-HOUSE CONCERT
*OPENING DANCE!
*MV DANCE!
*POISON V!
*CHAIR DANCE!
*MIXED MVs!
*CHAIR DANCE!!(FRONT)
*CHAIR DANCE!(BACK)

♥♥OTHER DANCE VIDEOS
*HIPHOP INTERMEDIATE!
*HIP HOP AUDITION!
*DANCEWORKS-REHEARSAL!
*DANCEWORKS 'PULCHRITUDE!'
*RYAN CONFERIDO WITH US!

♥♥FRIENDS
*BABY CALEB!
*BREN!
*BRENDAN!
*SHERM!
*CHERRE!
*4/4 '08
*SAM!!
*CAIYU!
*JING!
*TIA!
♥*JOEY
♥*JOEY CHENG
♥*NEMO
♥♥小珂老师!♥♥
♥♥小珂老师!!♥♥
♥♥雪糕老师!♥♥
♥♥球球老师!!♥♥
♥♥比利 the dope♥♥
♥♥FREAKY KLOWNZ!!♥♥
♥♥JABBAWOCKEEZ!!♥♥

♥♥OTHERS♥♥
♥*TP DANCE ENSEMBLE♥
*♥MUSIC FOREST!
♥*OMA!
*STREEThing!
♥CANDY PULP!!!
♥SWEET WRAPPERS!

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LYRICS

CURRENT SONG OBSESSION:
#1-SEPTEMBER BY DAUGHTRY

"Now it all seems so clear, there's nothing left to fear
So we made our way by finding what was real
Now the days are so long that summer's moving on
We reach for something that's already gone"

#2-BROKEN BY SEZAIRI

"You took our pictures down,
And you left them on the ground
Its like you wiped all the memories,
Of what we used to be...
You and me, before it all crashed down."

THE TRUTH

9 most painful things in life


#1 Bringing back the feelings you've learnt to forget

#2 Reminiscing the good times

#3 Trying to hide what you really feel

#4 Loving someone who loves another

#5 Having a commitment with someone that you know wouldn't last

#6 Shielding your heart to love somebody

#7 Loving the person too much

#8 Right love at the wrong moment

#9 Taking the risk to fall in love again


if you only knew

QUOTE

SEXY IS GOOD,
BUT SEX IS BETTER :)

ITS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH