am i really pushing myself too hard?do i really have too much i want to do?
are my self expectations too high?
even beyond my reach no matter how hard i work?
course manager and lecturer asked me to take it easy..
she told me that i have only 24 hours a day.. and that includes time to rest and recharge..
i texted fen, muffyn, louis, jing,
how i wish i could talk to you too...
they all had similar replies... abt how i dont have time to relax or breathe...
and that i should let go a little..
letting go
that has never crossed my mind..
letting go of someone you really love is tough..
since im having 12pm-3pm break, having bread and soya bean for lunch...
typing away on my laptop in a little corner in an empty room...
some quiet time for myself
and this question came up
"am i really busy? or am i trying to run away from something?"
an answer we all know, but i chose to avoid...
this is wad im up to
#thursday submission - portrait drawing. facial features
- company profile, cover letter and resume
#18th sept submission - sembonia "bag my style" bag design competition
#portfolio preparation
#make more clothes
#pole
the icy cold aircon here is making me sleepy...
accompanied a friend til this morning...
someone whom i never thought i'll talk to ever again after wad ive done
now she needs someone... and i will be here... no matter wad happens...
she suggested universal studios on saturday... it'll be my first time there...
its still planning though...
back to work now..
pole tonight...
dont think i have enough strength :(
the mother is making red ruby today
nothing is forever, remembered that at 12:40 PM.