THE BITCH IS BACK
Wednesday, September 01, 2010
am i really pushing myself too hard?
do i really have too much i want to do?
are my self expectations too high?
even beyond my reach no matter how hard i work?
course manager and lecturer asked me to take it easy..
she told me that i have only 24 hours a day.. and that includes time to rest and recharge..
i texted fen, muffyn, louis, jing,
how i wish i could talk to you too...
they all had similar replies... abt how i dont have time to relax or breathe...
and that i should let go a little..
letting go
that has never crossed my mind..
letting go of someone you really love is tough..

since im having 12pm-3pm break, having bread and soya bean for lunch...
typing away on my laptop in a little corner in an empty room...
some quiet time for myself
and this question came up
"am i really busy? or am i trying to run away from something?"
an answer we all know, but i chose to avoid...

this is wad im up to
#thursday submission - portrait drawing. facial features
- company profile, cover letter and resume
#18th sept submission - sembonia "bag my style" bag design competition
#portfolio preparation
#make more clothes
#pole

the icy cold aircon here is making me sleepy...
accompanied a friend til this morning...
someone whom i never thought i'll talk to ever again after wad ive done
now she needs someone... and i will be here... no matter wad happens...
she suggested universal studios on saturday... it'll be my first time there...
its still planning though...

back to work now..
pole tonight...
dont think i have enough strength :(
the mother is making red ruby today

nothing is forever, remembered that at 12:40 PM.

BITCH

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PERFECTION

"PERFECTION IS LIKE THE GRAPHIC OF HUMAN MISERY;
A SAD DISCOVERY WHERE THE MIND BREAKS DOWN TO THE VERY CORE"

ESCAPE

DANCE VIDEOS!!!
♥♥THE BIG GROOVE 2009
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*INTRODUCTION DANCE
*COOL MINT
*FREAKY KLOWNZ
*NRA
*LOCAL CREW
*WCO.1
*WCO.2
*O CREW.1
*O CREW.2
*O CREW.3
*O CREW.4
*O CREW.5
*O CREW.6

♥♥MUSIC FOREST
IN-HOUSE CONCERT

*OPENING DANCE!
*MV DANCE!
*POISON V!
*CHAIR DANCE!
*MIXED MVs!
*CHAIR DANCE!!(FRONT)
*CHAIR DANCE!(BACK)

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*BABY CALEB!
*BREN!
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*SHERM!
*CHERRE!
*4/4 '08
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LYRICS

CURRENT SONG OBSESSION:
#1-SEPTEMBER BY DAUGHTRY

"Now it all seems so clear, there's nothing left to fear
So we made our way by finding what was real
Now the days are so long that summer's moving on
We reach for something that's already gone"


#2-BROKEN BY SEZAIRI

"You took our pictures down,
And you left them on the ground
Its like you wiped all the memories,
Of what we used to be...
You and me, before it all crashed down."


THE TRUTH

9 most painful things in life


#1 Bringing back the feelings you've learnt to forget

#2 Reminiscing the good times

#3 Trying to hide what you really feel

#4 Loving someone who loves another

#5 Having a commitment with someone that you know wouldn't last

#6 Shielding your heart to love somebody

#7 Loving the person too much

#8 Right love at the wrong moment

#9 Taking the risk to fall in love again


if you only knew

QUOTE

SEXY IS GOOD,
BUT SEX IS BETTER :)

ITS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH