DEVASTATED
i didnt wear the big ear stud cos i was afraid that it would be uncomfortable or break..
so i wore the small stud with my black square one...
but
now its gone... the black square is gone
is this fated?
thats wad i only have left.. but now its being taken away..

came home feeling unwell...
couldnt eat dinner at all..
mother said its my gastric, nagging and wad not..
but i jus lay there in pain..
i couldnt breathe. isnt the first. but it scared me this time.
back to work...
i need to get better.. at least for tomorrow...
ive got pole.. i need the strength...
thursday submission..
friday no morning class...
step up 3 anyone?
nothing is forever, remembered that at 2:24 AM.