if you're here to read how screwd up my life is then go ahead
i dont give a shit
people. friends. who's real and who's not.
i can never tell anymore.
everyone lies. i do, do you?
u dare say u dont?
i dont lie often nor am i an expert in lying.
but lying straight in someone's fucking face?
is NOTcool.
hello.
are you stupid? or are you ACTING stupid?
or you do think the person you're lying toISstupid?
dont play DUMB, dont play BLUR. im telling you now,
IT DOESNT WORK.
and you. yes you know who you are
its not my fault that wad happened, i have nothing to do with it at all.
to you, you only think abt, me knowing the situation and not doing anything about it to help you.
so indirectly, im at fault too.
im in no position or status to interfere
but i did wad i had to do, i did wad i can do..
and the last thing i wanna see,
is my best friend falling..
so get ur facts right..
if you think its me who influenced her,
just cos of my history, my past,
then im outta here. so much for being my friend too.
cos you dont even know me
firetruck dammit
p.s. E.N, i fucking hate you, i swear. you make me fucking hate you to the core.
i really hope you see this. and i hope you know im referring to you.
cos i really fucking hate you.
calling you a bitch is jus insulting the other bitches out there.
and YOU
ARE NOT FUCKING WORTH IT
GG
nothing is forever, remembered that at 11:07 PM.
Thursday, May 27, 2010
YOU TAUGHT ME 9 most PAINFUL things in life
#1 Bringing back the feelings you've learnt to forget #2 Reminiscing the good times #3 Trying to hide what you really feel #4 Loving someone who loves another #5 Having a commitment with someone that you know wouldn't last #6 Shielding your heart to love somebody #7 Loving the person too much #8 Right love at the wrong moment #9 Taking the risk to fall in love again
nothing is forever, remembered that at 11:59 PM.
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
R.I.P
K.C HOW
YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MY FAT BOY
IN MY HEART.
IRREPLACEABLE
I LOVE YOU BOY
MY BIG BABY
just look at him smile
my mr sunflower
my handsome boy
in my room
i miss you fur-ball
the new addition to the family..
will pick him up on thursday.. 2 months..
white and red hubsville siberian husky
this new boy is show dog quality. just like my kc boy...
this new boy cost us $3000... while kc was $2800... but, i still love kc
last post til i dont know when... will be flying off next week... parents leaving this sunday to cambodia.. planning to do something pretty crazy... still in consideration thou.... hope it works emo song~
我知道我的愛一直都會存在 沒有你淚停不下來 你知道我依賴 多不想 Say Goodbye 我痛說不出來
我知道我的愛一直都會存在 沒有你快樂都停擺 某一天我期待和你笑的燦爛 回頭看愛 都在
nothing is forever, remembered that at 11:29 AM.
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
honestly, BITCH
dont come and ask me straight in my fucking face about my private life just so you can go around gossiping
seriously, FUCK OFF
p.s. im in no fucking mood to blog anytime soon
things are crazier than the usual
so dont expect any posts to be up
afterall, you guys are just waiting to watch me fall
and no,
i wont let you
nothing is forever, remembered that at 11:44 PM.
thanks
i never felt more stupid
nothing is forever, remembered that at 12:16 AM.
Monday, May 10, 2010
overdue photos...
some pictures from AFF (Audi Fashion Festival) front row
other random stuff
VIP entrance
block A=front row
thanks sam.y for walking me to the aff tent outside taka before going for your family thang :)
"Now it all seems so clear, there's nothing left to fear
So we made our way by finding what was real
Now the days are so long that summer's moving on
We reach for something that's already gone"
#2-BROKEN BY SEZAIRI
"You took our pictures down,
And you left them on the ground
Its like you wiped all the memories,
Of what we used to be...
You and me, before it all crashed down."
THE TRUTH
9 most painful things in life
#1 Bringing back the feelings you've learnt to forget
#2 Reminiscing the good times
#3 Trying to hide what you really feel
#4 Loving someone who loves another
#5 Having a commitment with someone that you know wouldn't last