we all know...
in life
no matter how hard we work,
sometimes,
most of the time,
everytime (only some of us),
we will still never get wad we want in the end...
even if its something simple...
in school... hard work will be proven in results
in my case, D.L is my recognition..
maintaining my own expectations for myself is really tough...
and wanting to climb higher is even tougher...
definitely,
besides school, school, school, school and school, i do have a life of my own...
relationships with people.. with family, with friends, with someone...
its not easy to be me... i have expectations to live up to...
like machines that will break down and need repair,
so do i.... there are times when i just cant take it..
just feel like running away, feel like givin' up..
im really tired... i really am... if only givin' up was that easy...
and, you guys... jus cos i have my own car, jus cos i live at ___ doesnt mean im __
dont judge and see only the surface... dont pretend you know me when you dont..
you dont know exactly wad i am.... cos i dont even know myself...
nothing is forever, remembered that at 11:32 PM.