THE BITCH IS BACK
Thursday, April 29, 2010
i never felt


so damn fucking extra..
so damn fucking out of place...
so damn fucking inappropriate...
so damn fucking wrong...
so damn fucking inapt...


i know im not needed here...
yes it so damn clear
thanks.. your actions reminded me so...
right in my fucking face
dammit

nothing is forever, remembered that at 1:43 AM.

Sunday, April 25, 2010
though I don't believe in forever,
but I DO know what i want...
what i really want.....
now....
is YOU
i dont ask for much
just honesty and your time...
like this,
is already more enough
_
_ _ _ _
_ _ _ _

nothing is forever, remembered that at 12:43 AM.

Saturday, April 24, 2010
we all know...
in life
no matter how hard we work,
sometimes,
most of the time,
everytime (only some of us),
we will still never get wad we want in the end...
even if its something simple...
in school... hard work will be proven in results
in my case, D.L is my recognition..
maintaining my own expectations for myself is really tough...
and wanting to climb higher is even tougher...
definitely,
besides school, school, school, school and school, i do have a life of my own...
relationships with people.. with family, with friends, with someone...
its not easy to be me... i have expectations to live up to...
like machines that will break down and need repair,
so do i.... there are times when i just cant take it..
just feel like running away, feel like givin' up..
im really tired... i really am... if only givin' up was that easy...

and, you guys... jus cos i have my own car, jus cos i live at ___ doesnt mean im __
dont judge and see only the surface... dont pretend you know me when you dont..
you dont know exactly wad i am.... cos i dont even know myself...

nothing is forever, remembered that at 11:32 PM.

Friday, April 16, 2010
hi
excuse me
do you have a light?

nothing is forever, remembered that at 12:45 AM.

Friday, April 09, 2010
im thankful those who are around me... for always reaching out for me through my toughest time... thank you nemo-mo aka nemo, huifen, joey, grace. muffyn bro...
though i only have a handful of close friends... im really thankful for you guys...
you know how much you guys mean to me and i'll round the world for you guys..

things have been really crazy... been coming home at wee hours... falling asleep after watching the sunrise... running out for supper at like 3am or so... and my stupid bangkok trip has to be postponed due to the mess back there... planning genting trip... maybe next weekend or so before school starts... 2 events coming up... dancing for regatta on the 16th at bedok reservoir (i think) then cca showcase from 21st-23rd in school... i cant wait for rehearsal to start..
btw... i lost weight! heee....

my late night buddy :)
my supper buddy :)
my dawn buddy :)
the fish :)
cui... but who cares... this is my blog



nothing is forever, remembered that at 3:56 AM.

Sunday, April 04, 2010
super overdue pictures from the concert...
things have been really crazy around here
pre show
my mum has some skills
tpde signature tree of light
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nothing is forever, remembered that at 4:02 AM.

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PERFECTION

"PERFECTION IS LIKE THE GRAPHIC OF HUMAN MISERY;
A SAD DISCOVERY WHERE THE MIND BREAKS DOWN TO THE VERY CORE"

ESCAPE

DANCE VIDEOS!!!
♥♥THE BIG GROOVE 2009
♥球球老师MASTER CLASS!♥
 *INTRODUCTION DANCE
*COOL MINT
*FREAKY KLOWNZ
 *NRA
*LOCAL CREW
*WCO.1
*WCO.2
*O CREW.1
*O CREW.2
*O CREW.3
*O CREW.4
*O CREW.5
*O CREW.6

♥♥MUSIC FOREST
IN-HOUSE CONCERT
*OPENING DANCE!
*MV DANCE!
*POISON V!
*CHAIR DANCE!
*MIXED MVs!
*CHAIR DANCE!!(FRONT)
*CHAIR DANCE!(BACK)

♥♥OTHER DANCE VIDEOS
*HIPHOP INTERMEDIATE!
*HIP HOP AUDITION!
*DANCEWORKS-REHEARSAL!
*DANCEWORKS 'PULCHRITUDE!'
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♥♥FRIENDS
*BABY CALEB!
*BREN!
*BRENDAN!
*SHERM!
*CHERRE!
*4/4 '08
*SAM!!
*CAIYU!
*JING!
*TIA!
♥*JOEY
♥*JOEY CHENG
♥*NEMO
♥♥小珂老师!♥♥
♥♥小珂老师!!♥♥
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♥♥JABBAWOCKEEZ!!♥♥

♥♥OTHERS♥♥
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*♥MUSIC FOREST!
♥*OMA!
*STREEThing!
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♥SWEET WRAPPERS!

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LYRICS

CURRENT SONG OBSESSION:
#1-SEPTEMBER BY DAUGHTRY

"Now it all seems so clear, there's nothing left to fear
So we made our way by finding what was real
Now the days are so long that summer's moving on
We reach for something that's already gone"

#2-BROKEN BY SEZAIRI

"You took our pictures down,
And you left them on the ground
Its like you wiped all the memories,
Of what we used to be...
You and me, before it all crashed down."

THE TRUTH

9 most painful things in life


#1 Bringing back the feelings you've learnt to forget

#2 Reminiscing the good times

#3 Trying to hide what you really feel

#4 Loving someone who loves another

#5 Having a commitment with someone that you know wouldn't last

#6 Shielding your heart to love somebody

#7 Loving the person too much

#8 Right love at the wrong moment

#9 Taking the risk to fall in love again


if you only knew

QUOTE

SEXY IS GOOD,
BUT SEX IS BETTER :)

ITS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH