here i am surviving with bout 3 hours of sleep..
had dinner with her at the cathay last night..
thinking that it used to be your usual hangout place with her...
pulled my mood down to the ground...
i thot of you yesterday.. you were in my mind for 5secs and you left..
dropped by gramophone and saw 3doors down cd... it reminded me of you..
the song we used to have...
i was wondering... why dont i hav a song now? with L..
didnt hav a pleasant night... barely slept... emo-ed..
i tink its one of the most emo moments..
oh wait.. it is the most...
extremely depressing...
you dont hate her, but i do...
i hate her in your place thats why...
i wish she can jus vanish... anywhere...
maybe to hell...
say im vicious, say im nasty.. wadever
i dont give a shit of what you think of me...
you are nobody to me...
L means the world to me... not you...
L... you make it seem like you still care for her... and im aint feeling too good bout it..
by accident i saw smth in your phone i nvr wished, hoped or anticipated to see..
aint gg to react straight in ur face.. cos afterall, its ur phone... ur life...
i cant control.. apologies.. but her existence makes me sick...
anyway... do what you want.. or what you think is right yeah... im nobody to interfere
im supposed to be drawing... but i aint doing so..
fugging screwd for aep...
both coursework and drawing and painting paper...
im in no damn mood to do any freaking damn thing...
i jus want to sleep and not wake up..
come...
lets all go drink and get drunk

PRECIOUS

let this Cubic Zirconia-and-white-gold-plated pendant and ring set

declare your support for the preciousness of life.

in Aqua, Amethyst and Champagne

goodness.. the meaning of this.... thinking of wad happened last night..

very ironic

sigh

nothing is forever, remembered that at 4:04 PM.

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"PERFECTION IS LIKE THE GRAPHIC OF HUMAN MISERY;
A SAD DISCOVERY WHERE THE MIND BREAKS DOWN TO THE VERY CORE"


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*O CREW.1
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*O CREW.3
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CURRENT SONG OBSESSION:
#1-SEPTEMBER BY DAUGHTRY

"Now it all seems so clear, there's nothing left to fear
So we made our way by finding what was real
Now the days are so long that summer's moving on
We reach for something that's already gone"


#2-BROKEN BY SEZAIRI

"You took our pictures down,
And you left them on the ground
Its like you wiped all the memories,
Of what we used to be...
You and me, before it all crashed down."


9 most painful things in life


#1 Bringing back the feelings you've learnt to forget

#2 Reminiscing the good times

#3 Trying to hide what you really feel

#4 Loving someone who loves another

#5 Having a commitment with someone that you know wouldn't last

#6 Shielding your heart to love somebody

#7 Loving the person too much

#8 Right love at the wrong moment

#9 Taking the risk to fall in love again


if you only knew


SEXY IS GOOD,
BUT SEX IS BETTER :)

ITS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH