Tuesday, July 29, 2008
this is screwd up
fugging geog is driving me nuts i swear....
didnt hav any appetite the whole day... i didnt eat lunch... had 2pieces of bread during break..
and here i am... not gg to hav dinner...
wadever... i dont give a shit..
bloody chem test tmr.... i hate...
thank god... with some doddling done jus now between works, i manage to come up with another design with my music notes... at least i know i wont be screwd so badly during aep on thursday...
damn... i hav to rush everything out asap... hopefully by tonight... get as much work done as i can..
tmr aint a day for studying... so yeah... friday... well.. i was hoping to go out... but i tink tt aint the case now... if she cant make it then ive gotta go for the watch and clock dinner at Meritus Mandarin Hotel.. but honestly... although the food is really tempting, i rather meet her...
oh well
life aint gg too well...
we're jus so busy.. sigh
nothing is forever, remembered that at 8:14 PM.
Monday, July 28, 2008
alright
im offically going broke soon... yupp
i shopped online yesterday... went to transfer money for my new top today..
dropped by body shop and spent a bomb there...
wad the heck...
i really needa start saving...
my manicure tt im planning to do for grad night cost $12 per nail..
god bless me
damn the geog test tmr... and chem test the day after
im offically going broke soon... yupp
i shopped online yesterday... went to transfer money for my new top today..
dropped by body shop and spent a bomb there...
wad the heck...
i really needa start saving...
my manicure tt im planning to do for grad night cost $12 per nail..
god bless me
damn the geog test tmr... and chem test the day after
nothing is forever, remembered that at 8:59 PM.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
looking for a word
jus a simple word
to open up the closing doors of your heart
let me try to say, just once
im sorry
now i close my eyes
wishing for your smile
my heartbeat will synchronize with yours as one
is the key of heart
to meet in this world
is just such a wonder
now i want to say i was born to love
fall in love with you
live in your future
open up your doors and wrap me in your arms
let me dive into your heart once again
to try to keep our story going on
is the key of heart
jus a simple word
to open up the closing doors of your heart
let me try to say, just once
im sorry
now i close my eyes
wishing for your smile
my heartbeat will synchronize with yours as one
is the key of heart
to meet in this world
is just such a wonder
now i want to say i was born to love
fall in love with you
live in your future
open up your doors and wrap me in your arms
let me dive into your heart once again
to try to keep our story going on
is the key of heart
bro came back on friday.. and went back to camp today...
he's sick... coughing badly... aint know wad the hell he's thinking... came back from the doctor's yesterday and brought macs back with him.. and tt was his lunch... wth.. oh well..
went to gramps for dinner then left straight to his camp where we dropped him off...
pic taken by clara at gramps
nothing is forever, remembered that at 11:07 PM.
Saturday, July 26, 2008
NOTICE!
THIS IS THE PROCESS OF BLACKMAILING
nothing is forever, remembered that at 11:47 PM.
well... time really flies... honestly... 24 hours is not enough
well.. not enough for me...
aint feeling well today... i woke up at 6.30am... back hurt like crap and i couldnt sleep...
wad a torture i must say... i hate... stupid injury tt ive carried with me for the past 3 years...
seriously... screw it...
ive been living on my pills... yes.. my pain killers... which will end up killing me...
im dead tired now...
i need to find a tailor for my grad night dress... and i need to book a hotel on grad night too...
tailor made dress, heels to match, hair-do, nails, makeup, hotel room...
DANG!
i need to start saving BIG TIME!
like seriously man!
little louis's bro was given to me on wednesday...
how sweet of you.... :)
you gave me the best present..
and thats you...
welcome to the family darling
nothing is forever, remembered that at 11:20 PM.
fels
mel
nat
asha
burns with a green flame....
purple bangles
pretty clouds
storm coming on the right....
who's getting married?
royal purple at pasta cafe
i love pasta
Monday, July 21, 2008
alright
was busy helping out at noss champ during the weekends..
today is racial harmony day and be yourself day... so nobody is expected to be wearing uniform cos we can jus wear tshirt and shorts or jeans to school.. yupp... but some girls still did... i belief they jus cant leave their uniforms at home for a day...
yupp... pics are up...
had dinner with louis last night... went down to pick her from work then headed to town for ramen before heading for icecream and finally home...
alright...
mugging time.. lotsa art stuff to complete...
crystalS
fels
mel
nat
asha
burns with a green flame....
purple bangles
pretty clouds
storm coming on the right....
who's getting married?
royal purple at pasta cafe
i love pasta
nothing is forever, remembered that at 7:37 PM.
Friday, July 18, 2008
awesome!
guess wad i found??!!
i found another bear tt looks like little louis!!
yeah.. so i called it little louis's brother!
YEAH!!!!
im soooooo gonnnaaaaa gggeetttt itttt!!!!
tts when i actually go to town...
went to pasta cafe for dinner...
tmr and sunday will be at nsc...
monday is racial harmony day... oh yeah... and... if we wear uniform to school, theres a fine to pay... like? get a life man!!
anyway... i went to little india last night and bought a dark purple sari!
COOLIOS!
chaos
the beach, here i come!
nothing is forever, remembered that at 10:55 PM.
sweet
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
alright.
im taking 5 now... so yeah... blog..
i jus had a bowl of soup cos i only had milk for lunch... yupp...
jus finished one design.. yeah.. the corset... energy draining i must say.. yeah.. deadline is getting near... it is really freaky alright... im gonna either paint my other design with acrylic(to represent silver) or jus colour with colour pencils(for copper and gold) later..
i had tuition yesterday... and guss brought me lotsa cds...
yeah... he's like spoiling me with all the cds... yupp... and he says i can keep it for as long as i want :)
oh... i'll be at nsc(national sailing center) during the weekend... cos i desperately need my cip hours for this year... despite having to complete more than 100 hours the past years... oh well..
yupp... its noss championship this weekend... yupp... noss... my beloved club... :)
anyway... i cant wait for friday to come...
cds from guss
sweet
nothing is forever, remembered that at 6:26 PM.
Monday, July 14, 2008
CAUSE IF YOU JUMP
I WILL JUMP TOO
WE WILL FALL TOGETHER
FROM THE BUILDING'S LEDGE
NEVER LOOKING BACK AT WHAT WE'VE DONE
WE'LL SAY IT WAS LOVE
CAUSE I WOULD DIE FOR YOU
ON SKYWAY AVENUE
nothing is forever, remembered that at 7:23 PM.
is shiori really mine?
alright.. gonna be a short one...
feeling kinda emo-ish now... sigh.... the feeling sucks...
i gtg mugg for my upcomin tests ltr.. i did awesomely well for amath and emath test... but the joy shortlived. oh well.. aint feelin too good today... maybe its partically due to the lack of proper sleep... yeah... quality sleep..
hack...
've got history test on cold war tmr and i dont know a damn shit about cold war...
screw it...
afternoon studies in sch jus ruins our weekday afternoons...
my babies
is shiori really mine?
nothing is forever, remembered that at 6:46 PM.
billy bombers :)
louis's, mine, crystal's
hey! thats mine!
wads she looking at?
I LOVE ROSES!
PURPLE!
Sunday, July 13, 2008
alright
friday was drama night...
hmmm... i dunno wad to say... yeah... anyway... louis had to work so i went with crystal and only met her after drama night ended.. she took cab to sch to find us.. yupp... she got me a hand bouquet! yupp... purple roses.... SWEET!
it made my day....
thanks dear :)
oh yeah.. so we crossed the road and took cab down to cine...
yupp... oh yeah.. actually she looks cute in all black ;P
well... all 3 of us were in black and white... crystal wore white button downs with black vest.. i wore black dress with black stockings and my 4inches black white boots.. ;)
we went to billy bombers to eat... yupp...
then we walked and went home... yeah.. crystal had to leave by 10.. so yeah... we walked her to mrt... i reached home close to 1... yeah...
yesterday... i met crystal and went to holland v... yupp... louis is working there... yeah... and i wanted to give her a surprise since she surprised me with roses the day before :)
crystal and i went walking around then had late lunch at crystal jade before droppin' by starbucks to get louis's favourite tiramisu(cos tt silly person didnt hav her lunch)... yupp...
we delivered it to her :) yupp... i didnt tell her tt i was out... hahaha... yeah :)
anyway... pictures!
SWEET!!!!
billy bombers :)
louis's, mine, crystal's
hey! thats mine!
wads she looking at?
I LOVE ROSES!
PURPLE!
nothing is forever, remembered that at 3:36 PM.
love
park
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
today's another special day :)
had a pleasant surprise too...
hav u ever felt so thankful for having some people around you?
for always being there for you... care for you.... love you for who you are...
knowing tt that person exsist, the feeling is priceless...
despite being very fearful of losing everything i hav now, theres no point thinking about it...
cos... we've no control of wad will happen in the future...
well... jus cherish wad we hav now...
someone made my day today...
someone went to search for the puzzles tt i was longing for...
wad a pleasant surprise i must say...
im glad... that i hav someone by my side..
<3
anyway... i gotta go mugg now...
3 tests tmr... bio, amath and emath...
plus... i hav aep tmr... ms low will be counting down again... :(
sigh...
love
park
nothing is forever, remembered that at 9:00 PM.
Monday, July 07, 2008
3days-5 CDs
beat that
我们的纪念 李雅微
数不尽的泪 我又哭了好几回
幻化成蝶 停留在这片落叶
被风化的雪 埋藏在千年以前
我用尽一生的思念 只为等着妳出现
回忆 渐渐凋谢落在我身边
唤不醒原来还跳动的画面
就让我留在轮回的边缘 等一道光线
看见某年某月我们之间 曾经说过的预言
就让它带走妳的那瞬间 成为我们的纪念
谁能发现我的世界 曾经有过妳的脸
nothing is forever, remembered that at 10:22 PM.
Sunday, July 06, 2008
jus got back from gramps not long ago... yupp
bro did abit of cleaning up and found this nice 1000pieces puzzle which he's gonna pass it to my cous cos he's gg to army on fri... yupp... aint hav much time to get it done...
i love puzzles... i believe its the best gift... yupp... a very touching gift i must say...
in order to complete it, alot of motivation, stamina, endurance to keep yourself gg... piecing countless pieces of the different parts of the puzzle aint easy... remembering myself piecing my own 1000 piece puzzle.... was quite a challenge...
i totally regret not getting the puzzle tt day... when crystal, louis and i were out... the puzzle was on clearance sale... not any ordinary puzzle i must say... well... it created an impression on me though... they were actually art pieces by some artists...
yeah... dang....
well... hopefully by the time i hav the time to go town to get it, they're still there... even if its not on clearance, i'll still get it...
actually.... there were 2 reasons why i didnt want to get it tt day... one was obvious tt o levels.... gotta mugg... no time all those.... and the other was... i wasnt sure if i could actually finish the puzzle... although i want it badly, if i cant finish the puzzle... theres no point getting it... cos i wont be able to see the final product in the end... isnt it? :(
yupp...
oh well...
let fate decide... wads mine will eventually be mine...
chaos
bro did abit of cleaning up and found this nice 1000pieces puzzle which he's gonna pass it to my cous cos he's gg to army on fri... yupp... aint hav much time to get it done...
i love puzzles... i believe its the best gift... yupp... a very touching gift i must say...
in order to complete it, alot of motivation, stamina, endurance to keep yourself gg... piecing countless pieces of the different parts of the puzzle aint easy... remembering myself piecing my own 1000 piece puzzle.... was quite a challenge...
i totally regret not getting the puzzle tt day... when crystal, louis and i were out... the puzzle was on clearance sale... not any ordinary puzzle i must say... well... it created an impression on me though... they were actually art pieces by some artists...
yeah... dang....
well... hopefully by the time i hav the time to go town to get it, they're still there... even if its not on clearance, i'll still get it...
actually.... there were 2 reasons why i didnt want to get it tt day... one was obvious tt o levels.... gotta mugg... no time all those.... and the other was... i wasnt sure if i could actually finish the puzzle... although i want it badly, if i cant finish the puzzle... theres no point getting it... cos i wont be able to see the final product in the end... isnt it? :(
yupp...
oh well...
let fate decide... wads mine will eventually be mine...
chaos
nothing is forever, remembered that at 10:13 PM.
DEAR LORD JESUS,
I NEED YOU...
I NEED YOUR GRACE TO FORGIVE ME AND I NEED YOUR LOVE TO CHANGE ME.
THANK YOU FOR YOUR AMAZING LOVE.
THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME LIFE AND ETERNITY.
BUT ABOVE ALL,
THANK YOU FOR DYING ON THE CROSS FOR ME.
I ACCEPT YOU AS MY LORD AND SAVIOUR.
NOW I'M A CATHOLIC,
WHICH MEANS YOU LIVE IN ME.
I BELONG TO YOU.
I WILL LIVE MY LIFE FOR YOU AND I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER.
AMEN.
nothing is forever, remembered that at 3:53 PM.
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CURRENT SONG OBSESSION:
#1-SEPTEMBER BY DAUGHTRY
"Now it all seems so clear, there's nothing left to fear
So we made our way by finding what was real
Now the days are so long that summer's moving on
We reach for something that's already gone"
#2-BROKEN BY SEZAIRI
"You took our pictures down,
And you left them on the ground
Its like you wiped all the memories,
Of what we used to be...
You and me, before it all crashed down."
9 most painful things in life
#1 Bringing back the feelings you've learnt to forget
#2 Reminiscing the good times
#3 Trying to hide what you really feel
#4 Loving someone who loves another
#5 Having a commitment with someone that you know wouldn't last
#6 Shielding your heart to love somebody
#7 Loving the person too much
#8 Right love at the wrong moment
#9 Taking the risk to fall in love again
if you only knew
SEXY IS GOOD,
BUT SEX IS BETTER :)
ITS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
alright...
oral today sucked... period...
actually i hav lotsa work to finish... yeah... never ending assignments...
i needa get more designs out by thursday!
anyway.. guss bought ruffles for me...! yeah... but i cant eat cos im sick... and someone forbid me to as well... oh well... i'll jus hav it when i recover...
alright alright...
gonna get back to drawing...
bye
oral today sucked... period...
actually i hav lotsa work to finish... yeah... never ending assignments...
i needa get more designs out by thursday!
anyway.. guss bought ruffles for me...! yeah... but i cant eat cos im sick... and someone forbid me to as well... oh well... i'll jus hav it when i recover...
alright alright...
gonna get back to drawing...
bye
nothing is forever, remembered that at 11:16 PM.
BITCH
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A SAD DISCOVERY WHERE THE MIND BREAKS DOWN TO THE VERY CORE"
ESCAPE
DANCE VIDEOS!!!
♥♥THE BIG GROOVE 2009
♥球球老师MASTER CLASS!♥
*INTRODUCTION DANCE
*COOL MINT
*FREAKY KLOWNZ
*NRA
*LOCAL CREW
*WCO.1
*WCO.2
*O CREW.1
*O CREW.2
*O CREW.3
*O CREW.4
*O CREW.5
*O CREW.6
♥♥MUSIC FOREST
IN-HOUSE CONCERT
*OPENING DANCE!
*MV DANCE!
*POISON V!
*CHAIR DANCE!
*MIXED MVs!
*CHAIR DANCE!!(FRONT)
*CHAIR DANCE!(BACK)
♥♥OTHER DANCE VIDEOS
*HIPHOP INTERMEDIATE!
*HIP HOP AUDITION!
*DANCEWORKS-REHEARSAL!
*DANCEWORKS 'PULCHRITUDE!'
*RYAN CONFERIDO WITH US!
♥♥FRIENDS
*BABY CALEB!
*BREN!
*BRENDAN!
*SHERM!
*CHERRE!
*4/4 '08
*SAM!!
*CAIYU!
*JING!
*TIA!
♥*JOEY
♥*JOEY CHENG
♥*NEMO
♥♥小珂老师!♥♥
♥♥小珂老师!!♥♥
♥♥雪糕老师!♥♥
♥♥球球老师!!♥♥
♥♥比利 the dope♥♥
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♥♥JABBAWOCKEEZ!!♥♥
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CURRENT SONG OBSESSION:
#1-SEPTEMBER BY DAUGHTRY
"Now it all seems so clear, there's nothing left to fear
So we made our way by finding what was real
Now the days are so long that summer's moving on
We reach for something that's already gone"
#2-BROKEN BY SEZAIRI
"You took our pictures down,
And you left them on the ground
Its like you wiped all the memories,
Of what we used to be...
You and me, before it all crashed down."
THE TRUTH
9 most painful things in life
#1 Bringing back the feelings you've learnt to forget
#2 Reminiscing the good times
#3 Trying to hide what you really feel
#4 Loving someone who loves another
#5 Having a commitment with someone that you know wouldn't last
#6 Shielding your heart to love somebody
#7 Loving the person too much
#8 Right love at the wrong moment
#9 Taking the risk to fall in love again
if you only knew
QUOTE
SEXY IS GOOD,
BUT SEX IS BETTER :)
ITS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH