THE BITCH IS BACK
Monday, June 30, 2008
i caught the flu bugg/virus... or wadever... ....
didnt go school today...
tmr is chinese o level oral...
god bless

nothing is forever, remembered that at 4:38 PM.

Saturday, June 28, 2008
today...
met my cousin & her bf at marina for lunch...
yeah... was kinda like consultation... for my coursework... was alright.. at least i know im on the right track and all... i jus needa work bit faster... cos still hav to search for artist references and do my observational drawings..
anyway... i kinda had a sucky afternoon... quite fcuked up actually...
was almost caught in a situation i would never ever want to be in...
yeah... i managed to escape from it...
yeah... i ran away from it...
i hate to feel sucky... totally hate that feeling... although walking away also sucks but i mean... at least the level of sucky-ness decreases... well... at least i feel tt way...
yeah... wadever... i dont want to think about it anymore..
thou i still feel bit sucky but.... theres nothing i can do bout it... yeah...
i hope i can get a good night sleep later like last nite cos im falling sick..
caught the flu bugg from god knows who.... cos i dont know either...
oh well... tues is o level chinese....
god bless me
prepared for someone special
love the ribbon
checked
snack time
tiger engraving art

nothing is forever, remembered that at 11:24 PM.

Thursday, June 26, 2008
we had aep today... was quite sucky...
yeah... the atmosphere in the mac lab was like super tense...
yeah... miss low was like ''reminding'' us bout our DEADlines
offically 64 days to Prelims submission
87 days to O Level submission
get wad i mean?
yeah... school's been quite hectic for me this week...
yeah... with pract... lessons and all... but thank god the week is coming to an end soon..
but....
it also means tt i aint hav much time left!
yeah... anyway... im gg for a dance workshop nxt wk... after aep...
its madness... cos i end sch at 7pm yeah! and the workshop starts at 8pm..
yeah... xue gao(ice cream) lao shi is in town! yeah... jay chou's choreographer!
yupp... im gg for his freestyle advance workshop with huixin... cos xiao ke lao shi adviced us to:)
i totally miss dancing!
alright alright..
im gg back to finish up my shadings for my observational drawing before i head to bed..
cheers
tt slide was on when we came into the aircon mac lab!
how depressing! considering the amount of work we've all done!

nothing is forever, remembered that at 9:28 PM.

Thursday, June 19, 2008
time flies...
hols are coming to an end soon... but im quite glad... cos i cant wait til sat...
one more day...
this entire month was tough... but i got over it...
yeah... anyway... ive completed the engraving art thing... and it looks awesome!
will post it another time... yupp
i went to nat's place today... we had so much fun!
im so glad... that i hav her... yupp..
we made tiramisu! yeah! like seriously man! yeah.. then we went to parkway... cos steph had to cut her hair so nat, steph, beth, her mom, her grandma and i went to parkway...
nat and i went shopping... was telling her how disappointed i was when i couldnt find my checked tshirt... yeah tshirt.. no collar.. ahh well..
we bought shorts... i bought one hot pink and one white while she got herself a black one and a grey one... i bought photo frames too! for my engraving art... it'll be wrapped nicely and given to someone special.. :) nat got her pictures in her camera developed too...
went back to her place and chat.. watched stardust... had dinner... do work... everything...
awesome...
yeah.. anyway... im gg to malaysia tmr... the whole day... with my family and uncle and bro's friend... yeah...
alright... gonna give someone a buzz before heading to bed and waking up at 6.30!

nothing is forever, remembered that at 10:40 PM.

Friday, June 13, 2008
im feeling unwell... dont know why... jus feel like crap... bad headache and dizzying since morn...
anyway... jus got home awhile ago from town...
met up with huifen and steffi... steffi is like super cute la... super chatty too...
yup yup... they were like half an hour late!
but its alright la.. cos i was getting my art stuff from artfriend...
i bought charcoal pencils, graphite pencils, 3paint brushes and a small box of metallic colour pencils and it cost me almost 50bucks!
like wth man!
yeah... i bought this engraving art thingy... its copper foil... yupp... the image is a tiger and its cubs... awesome isnt it!?
well... its for someone special.. hopefully i dont screw it up... or ive gotta go get another one and redo... yupp...
im meeting crystal tmr... for coffee i guess.. i'll hav to follow her to collect her top while she follow me to collect my ring... yeah.. the one i reserved...
gonna meet fen again on sunday... she wanna go to supercut to highlight her hair so i'll jus company her... yes! and she promised my flower too! cos... whenever she's late, she always brings a flower along but cos she was rushing today so she didnt manage to get it... yupp :)
yeah anyway i dont exactly fancy sundays... cos its like family day... and theres tuition...
alright alright...
im gg to try to start on my engraving thang... hopefully i turns out well...
cheers

nothing is forever, remembered that at 6:31 PM.

Monday, June 09, 2008
today is a very special day
but
i spent my entire day at school and home...
actually its fine to stay at home on this special day...
yeah...
but im feeling kinda crappy now... yeah... can see right?
my blue font always represent my mood.. yeah... im feeling blue today...
aint gonna blog bout wads causing me to feel this way but yeah.. i can handle it...
cos i promised someone... that i'll be strong... no matter wad happens...
so much have happened... and its suffocating me...
i cant breathe

nothing is forever, remembered that at 11:59 PM.

Sunday, June 08, 2008
feeling down today... not exactly sure of wad the reason is but yeah...
upset, emo, negative feelings..... ahh.... in short.. jus feel sucky....
wadever... life still goes on anyway..
been to another wedding dinner last night... at fullerton... and god knows whos getting married cos i dont know...
yesyes.... busy busy busy despite it being holidays now...
of cos with school, art, mugging, homework, physio....
havent done much shopping too cos i barely have the time to go out and of cos... lack of the mood..
anyway... this month is passing super slowly... maybe cos someone is not around...
counting down everyday definately doesnt help...
been flooding myself with pressure of getting my designs out and finishing up the stack of homework hoping to keep myself occupied, so that time could pass faster...
anyway... gtg... drama series are like my break time friends...
i miss you lots... be back quick!

nothing is forever, remembered that at 11:38 PM.

Monday, June 02, 2008
it was a long and tiring weekend... yeah...
saturday was Dance Night and also my cousin's wedding...
the wedding was held at ACS(I) chapel... yeah... when the 'i do i do' ended, and the tea ceremony ended... i rushed down to SJI for full run... yeah... they started blocking and all in the morning but i missed it cos of the wedding... yupp... but i dont need to be at blocking cos im stage manager! im suppose to run the entire event! yupp... to call for curtains to be open or close, lights to be on, emcee lights, music to be played and stuff... lots... it was really a long day... the girls came to support with their roses... thanks girls... :) crystal came to pick me up.. she came from another performance she had to attend.. yeah... we had supper and headed home.. sunday... cant really rmb... i rmb waking up late.. yeah..
feeling bit emo now.. its actually 1am now... yeah.. cos i had smth to do so i saved the draft, and the time is wrong.. yeah.. anyway... its holidays now but it aint feeling tt way... as in doesnt feel good at all... i dont know why but i jus dont feel good... not a bit...
time is passing really slowly these days and it is really unbearable and intolerable...
how can i describe the agony....?
"so, i lay my head back down.
and i lift my hands and pray
to be only yours, i pray, to be only yours
i know now you're my only hope."
will post more pics when i get them
couple praying together
roses at the table
cousins
clara and me

asha and me

crystalS
thanks girls
roses

where're you? you disappeared without a sound... ... ... ... ...


nothing is forever, remembered that at 11:58 PM.

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LYRICS

CURRENT SONG OBSESSION:
#1-SEPTEMBER BY DAUGHTRY

"Now it all seems so clear, there's nothing left to fear
So we made our way by finding what was real
Now the days are so long that summer's moving on
We reach for something that's already gone"

#2-BROKEN BY SEZAIRI

"You took our pictures down,
And you left them on the ground
Its like you wiped all the memories,
Of what we used to be...
You and me, before it all crashed down."

THE TRUTH

9 most painful things in life


#1 Bringing back the feelings you've learnt to forget

#2 Reminiscing the good times

#3 Trying to hide what you really feel

#4 Loving someone who loves another

#5 Having a commitment with someone that you know wouldn't last

#6 Shielding your heart to love somebody

#7 Loving the person too much

#8 Right love at the wrong moment

#9 Taking the risk to fall in love again


if you only knew

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